the mix of milo n' chocko was never we expected

we were really really i really mean it really dont expect 2 wake up n' the next thing is there is 2 kitten in pink cage meowing..!!!we were shouting n' saying it's c8,c8..all i can say that tyme is cute..this choko kitten held it's not hand but head towards my fingertips when i almost touch it..it touch my heart..owh but miki is still remembered always...miki,mizz u...

they were really cute and lovely 2 look at..
milo voice more towards like tough sound
and chocko more towards like really sharp sound..hehe..!

                                            aww..they are adorable,aren't they!

                           
                             o                    they sleep 4 the first tyme!

  

i was surprise by the way they sleeping today..heeh!

                                hehe..they are c8 and precious enough 2 be harsh on them

     

the train sleeping if milo and chocko!

stupid

i'm stupid i guest...he wants serious,i'm not!we just like met on fcebook..and for me it's only like not serious becoz i knew he will find other 2....and me too...
but 2 days ago,he drive me crazy..i wanted to end but he will think i'm bad person....
can't it just be like for fun??
so if we find other couple,we not that emosional..
i scared2 be emotional n at the same
i have no one to discuss with that day when he drive me crazy,i almost cry..i don't want it 2 be serious..
only this com will be like friends 2 me...
until blew out n tell him how hard my life is(in short form of coz)
n he said..he living like i'm living 2..so stop it...he knows it hard but he still wants me pay more attention..i know it's stupid but i can't be mean 2 him coz he also have one thing incommon with hard life i have..
but it tears me down when i started 2 pay attention on him,n he was like 'owhkay2x,u change blah2x'
wat was that??stupid!i already told him i'm kinda 0% about wat they called 'LOVE'
is that hard 2 understand??
i'm kinda rebellous...i don't have tyme to pay attention on him when i'm with my mum..my mum needs love from me 2..is it hard for him 2 understand....i don't want someone like that..this is why i don't want to be in love,they don't get it....my dream boy in 1b..i still felt sparkle for him...i wish he was the one wif me

i'm kinda "don't know what 2 do"

well,should i not accept n' should i accept coz i like the other in 1b..he's like the dream boy of mine but the other one,i scared i will onlyu make him a as a replacement 4 the guy in 1b..is this right desicion??accept him??
what about the guy in 1b??be4 i even try to get his phone number i already give up on him and accept other//hrmm..

gay much....

Brideshead revisited

-a story about forbiden love
this tymes it's different..it's not because of both faily agaisnt it but the brothers of the girl,sebastian is a gay n he likes his best friend charles.......

so sad..it's a sad story although it's a lil bit story about normal guy and a gay and a girl...it starts with boring story but after the halfway then the gay guy started 2 show his emotions..the sad moment is the gay guy have a terrible lung disease which his lungs actually full with fluid/liquid n he can't walk in such long distance..

thinking bout u,am i'm love wif someone i never talk 2///

~comparison are easily done once have a chacnce
~like the apple hanging from a tree
~i pick ripest one,i still got the seed
~u set me on,where do i grow??
i'm thinking bout him but i don't want to be over him,scared he brke my heart that already sealed by unhealed wound...

                                                
i want edgy or glam rock style..thinking bout it..                                                                          

                

Draw,Draw,Draw

i've made 3 painting for two days..well,simple one of course..hrmm

felt these painting might be something i can do when i'm bored..he3x

never thought i've come back 2 painting after all this tyme..

i used 2 draw or paint when i'm feeling down/bored

but it fade away as i goes 2 form 4...some people thinks feelings can't be show by the painting itself
but i think it can actually..either u sad,happy,or broken...

sad-dark colors
happy-light color
broken-dark color n mix of pettern(round,solid colors) 2 show the unfixable or broken

hehe i guest painting is common for some people 2 let their emotion out.........

                                 i love this smiley..hehe...they are cute,u can do lots different
                               smiley ..love the pink one...but why is the pink is the bad one lol
                         doesn't it supposed to be red one..n the pink have teeth same as me..haha

                                                      
                                         picasso painting! lol..while i was surfing for paintings
                                  in ggogle..i fell in love with this painting..it's picasso's painting
         this paintings looks very sharp and tidy..it's simple and focus on this girl..n the color is very                                      attractive..picasso is very creative!

wish my hometown were snowing like this(below)...temperature is hot in here!