Sunday, October 25, 2009


i wanna i wanna i wanna
I.Black skinny jean(black but jean materials)
II.crumpled skinny jean(blue/purple/black/)
1 and 2 almost the same...maybe i wouldn't buy no.1 if i found no.2 in black color of course
or if i found no.1 and i don't have to buy black color.......aha...yup..that's my mission 4 this month
III.cloth(maybe it's gonna be next month focus)
it's so hard 2 choose between jeans n cloth
VI.New bag please(i think i'm gonna focus it on the next moth 2... vest

i have 2 use my own money and that's really hard becoz i'm still a student
so grateful if u get ur fave cloths from ur parents

The Peter Conelly Story

This story is really heart breaking.....

Baby P was really adorable but the one who supposed to take care of Baby P is part of the crime.....
I really hope humans know they responsibility towards the one they love
except if they commit crime on you,u should let them be punish so they realize they are hurting u...

Baby P was tortured every single day by his stepfather....until his last breath in hospital...That stepfather of Baby P acting really nasty towards his stepson.....even animals can take care of their of their own family....
Even bears knows how to protect it's child...or the crocodile or snake.......

I watch this video on facebook:

isn't he is adorable......but however he just live only 4 1 year because of being tortured.....

"What the doctor doesn't know was Peter had broken ribs and broken back pralysing hin from the waist down"
"the broken back occured when Peter's stepfather was playing wif him,then a loud crack was heard throughout the house.Peter then let out a gut wrenching scream"
"His stepfather has snapped his spine into two"
"The last picture of Peter should be taken wif happy face but instead a scared child whose face has been smeared wif chocolate to hide his injuries"
"August 3rd 2007...Peter was crying in his cot becoz he had been in urine and feces for days"
"his stepfather came in and said "I'll sort it" He went into the room and slammed the door shut Then Peter went silent"
"Peter was punched hard until he swallowed his bottom teeth..It later found in his stomach"
"11.35 am,Peter's mother called ambulance..Peter was founded in blood splattered cot"
"Peter was taken to hospital but he had already gone to heaven"
"Peter had bleeding on his spine for 48 hours old"
"He had blackened fingers and toenails"
"One finger was missing a nail n the skin had been stripped"
"he had broken ribs that is 1-2 weeks old,skin was missing from the top of his tongue and lips caused by blow.The skin between his upper lips n gum was torn an his tooth has  been knocked out"
"All of Peter's cloth were found wif blood on them'
"Peter's mother,stepfather and a second man that was living in the house of Jason Owen were arrested  for Peter's murdered"
"It is believed that Peter's stepfather had filmed his tortured of Peter on cell phones which he buried in Epping Forest,East London"


Actually,i heard it last 2 weeks from my was a very shocking news...
She also told me that Agnes Monica has been locked in her own room and every single day,she was raped by her bodyguards and dancers...but the she manage to get herself away.....poor her!!!!!!!!
After she was found,she has been charged into mental hospital,it was really horrible,11 people raped was awful....i was really feel sorry 4 her,i hope she doesn't have to go through all of that again...

That's why she loses so much weight.......


I hope if this issue true the people who played part of the crime to Agnes will deserve bad punishment,it's about a women/girl dignity and life!

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Evacuate the dance floor

:) Bulletproof By La Roux! :)

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I've tried to send
My information's just not goin in
Burning bridges, shore to shore
I break away from something more
I'm not to, not to love until it's cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof

I won't let you turn around,
I'll tell you now, I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead
Do do do your dirty worst
Come out to play when you are hurt
There's certain things that should be
Left unsaid
Tick tick tick tick on the watch
Life's too short for me to stop
Oh baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now, I'm much too proud
All you do is fill be up with doubt

This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof

This time, I'll be Bulletproof

This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof
This time baby, this time baby
This time baby, this time
This time baby, this time baby
My comment is:HER HAIR XP !!!i wish i can call
a new hairdresser 4 her,i would cry if i were in her shoes... 
anyway..her song was fun...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Mum Go To Kinarut

She's going to be one of "prefect" that will be sent to watch the students while PMR is going on....


1. i staying at teacher's house now
2. i was actually can feel how to get  my own room XD

3. i'm so bad,mengintu internet teacher but only a while.. "_"
4. not sure if i can go back to my dad's place... :(

anyway,just update this only becoz she also using this com... :p

anyway,i want to just go off to somewhere where is relaxing like pulau sipadan or any beaches..huhu

i also want to shopping.. a bit...

i need lil fat...huhu :(

i want miracle happen to my complicated life

i want to meet my aunt and uncle in oxford shire,london...huhu... :(   miss them so much!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

As i  promise last week,i'm going 2 upload those pixs in sandakan....

  This syahmi...cute kn???we thought his name is sami at 1st becoz my dad told me that his is sami...ih,my dad nie,he likes 2 joke...this is kak wati's son ,that means he is belong 2 da one n only kak wati n her husband  
i feel kinda guilty becoz i forgot 2 slam her husband...i'm kinda hurry when i'm going back so he is actually standing outside the house but somehow i don't know why i didn't notice him....he must feels bad..maybe he asking2 himself,am i that invinsible...arghhh....!!!why i'm so blind???

These 2 is my cousin's son,the upper image(his name is danish),well my 1st impression,i think he is so adorable and white,white is becoz i look at my cuzzie n he is tan,his wife 2 but he is white n so cute!!!then,second impression is danish,kinda similiar 2 vanish,anyway,i just think he is cute
The lower image(his name is Daniel)chubby kn....anyway,his style is really rock..haha,his hair kinda spiky like hs dad one's,doesn't speak much,the 1st word he says in sandakan is "kenapa??" cute....n he says nothing again,maybe he shy,i thought he can't speak yet when he says nothing from day 2 night but i see his size no way he can't speak yet,and he can speak actually.. :3

this is santibon,actually i confuse wif their names becoz of their fur,one of those cats also have fur like that,but it's names is satiid....there's only one way 2 recognize them is their nose.....but i still confuse sometimes...huhu :(

santiid and santiga,that's santiid,see the differents between santibon,and santiga,the blu tiga....i feel strange becoz cats in kampung is more healthy thatn the city cat... :o

Kittens....i don't know their names but they never been out while i stay in sandakan..they were keep in cage,i think their parents is the blackwhite cat and kucil
This cat is cute,adorable and needs a good care also a human's love,he is really a good cat...unfortunately,it is blind on the left side of it's eye,it is also 'rabun' on the right side if it's eye....... :( but it's have strong wills,it plays wif the cats n still continue play even if it's knock on anything like people's leg,he accidently knock onto my feet while playing wif i think people who is blind out there should have wills just like this cat....

This is kucil,if i'm not mistaken,this is sampip's children...hehe...cute!..itis not blind or 'rabun'
it's healthy n strong,u see,this cat is grown up cat but still,it's very close to it's mother..ehe! :D 

This also kitten,there is another one,it's fur same as santibon's n santiid''s name is ying...!kinda chinese name ut it's fit...beside it is kucil....kucil woke up n shocked by other cat then jump to ying..haha,cute
 This is their cage but kinda big cage,the cat which is alone in it's cage(it's sleeping)'s name ia kasir,he is the most big head,it's head was really big but he is manja to us!ooouuuhhhh!i want 2 hold it again!
This is me and my dad,at last,my dad's face is revealed,when he first make his hair bold,it's really weird..but maybe he likes this looks,his past,he is a rocker,u can see he is still opt rock look ; D (he wears necklace n grow a mustache) even if he is no longer have hair on his shiny head ...hehe! :p

From left : Mak cik Rama ,My Rock dad ,My Granma(yeah,nenek is so cool : D),Me(pura2x ayu)

From left : Syahmi ,Kak niah ,Nenek
relationship between syahmi n kak Niah son and mother

Haha,this pix is taken our disipline teacher(in house) that is Mak Cik Ani,as u can see we are not ready when this pic was taken,n my mouth shows like i was disgusting of something,haha...adei!nenek looking at tv actually
This was da best pix and everyone approve it. Why?becoz we all look white and of course,our red spot seems to vanish under this bright sun...ohh,yes,i love it!fab!
The posse is OK!but the color of the faces is hrmmm......i'm look like one of those skeleton doll in stores right now...haha...

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