i've been thinking bout my life

my dad doesn't work for goverment
but he is working for(i don't really know)
company which he will do a lecture,
and his paid is not high like the goverment
ones....

if someone buy the company's product then he will make a
profit...
and the profit is not 2 thousand but less than 2 thousand

and he trys to make money from others place like
joining one of his friend suggestions....

my mom is teacher,she been suffering from my stupid step-grandfather
debts(it's not 1 thousand but 6,000-10,000 thousand and it is not once but since my mum small and every year) .she been doing assignment and tuisyen even on night and work days and weekends my mom's salary every month only 3 thousand but her salary
had been cut because the goverment always cuted paid if the person have a house or credit-card to pay.all this time her money is not for me and her but for my
bloody hell useless step-grandfather.
i was confused all the time............

my mum have hot temper,maybe becuase she pressure too much since she small,
i just keep thinking wat can i do to get out of my miserable life......and help my mum to get out of her miserable life...............my mum is protectived,and it been cause by her life....she scared something happen to me........................
sometimes i pretend that anything is fine.................
i always stay tough in front my parents,i just couldn't cry in front of them and tell that how i felt about my life,because if i do,they heart will be in pain........

and for all the time,my mum and i never felt the true happiness,i confused even when i go to school i just pretend everything is fine.

and now my steep-grandpa is gone,he divorced wif my grandma...but our life is still the same,but i still thank god for making my grandma realise that my step-grandpa is useless...

and there's another big trouble come tis year,and it's really bother me,my mum
started to act weird tis year and i know it's because,she have done everything but then nothing is gonna change even if she do something,so maybe she thought she should enjoy life while she can...........i just been stuck by sadness,confussion and emptyness all my life............i felt i wanna die,just die,leave my life 4ever sometimes
but it burden my parents a lot more.

i'm not begging sympathy from people,i just wanna let it go on my own blog,if not,i might going crazy. i really hope i can change my life,bring my mum and my dad get out of their miserable life.
my miserable life makes me grow up more and learn not to waste money but save it,think about the consiquences be4 doing something and now i'm still deeling wif it...trying to find a way how make my heart strong when i felt hopeless without my parents and trying to find a way to get out of my miserable life.....

sob2x.....ada virus computer

sobsob

because of the virus called
trojan,i can't log in any account i have
(friendster and my blog)
for a month!
until now the virus is still become a problem for me and my cousin to log in,luckily my uncle have this new com
but from his workplace and it's for
1 year.........

so i can log in after a month but after the school open,
i think i may not be able to log in....

jalan2x!

ok,few daysago,we go to centre point
and watch movie again,well,we watch movie which is really stupid and bad ending!
aiyn forget her file at the ticket counter(8 floor)
and the funny part is aiyn's file was placed on the lost & found!hehe..
well,we actually talk about the ic that was placed at the lost and found
but then we gigle bacuse it happen to us.
we decide to watch the quarantined which
looks good!so,we buy the ticket and qilah seat at other placed with her date..
that movie is so thriller and its so yuck...we all regret becuase the ending is sucks!!!!

the ending is the poster...see,a bery bad ending...................

Miley Cyrus

i don't know why i write this but i feel like i want to talk about miley cyrus.....
well,she has pretty face,tall,have voice....yep...she have the package in her
but the only missing this year is her angel heart,when she first on set hannah montana,she was really innocent until now but after she's going with nick(Jonas Brother)...she start to weird like going to goth.........
well,at that tyme,of course,her fans include me wish she could change and their relationship doesn't ruin but it did,her trouble become bigger and bigger.....
she done a thing which the consequenceses in hollywood is making her career having a hard time,......that is she poked fun at selena gomez(nick's new GF).....at that time i wish miley survive from her hard time.......
but i don't blame miley for being bad girl for a moment,we don't know if she's stressred out or she having hard time but she don't tell the fan......and everyne makes mistakes and their can seek forgiveness either from god or the person who been trouble..
but she appologise to selena(i hope she realise)......
after all that happen her career is moving down a liltle bit..and slena's show has been replaced for hannah montana as top-rated show...............
well,that wasn't bad enough(poor miley),and this is about her picture....
well,at first i was like oh my god!miley is turning bad...!
but after i know that miley's phone were hacked,i really angry with the people who hacks miley phone's and without her knowing even permission,her private photo were spread in the internet..........
well,i see some of those because i don't believe miley did it,so that be4 i knew it wasn't her the one who spread her own picture.............
after i knew,i asking myself now,well,if u are in their country,and u are english,u used to have a boy in your early age even 14 or 15....,wat else u do...well,i don;t say their culture is bad and horibble...but it is their life..........
so,maybe some of us have the dodgy pix when we were not mature....??well,4 me i know when she with her friends,she will takes picture just for her and her friends collection but she don't intend to spread it..but only for herself to keep and her friends...maybe it's their happy moment(except maybe her posing with expose her skin too much(except if she wears bikini(they use to wear bikini when going to the beach) to the beach and the pappy's secretly capture her picture) or pouting on cam ..........)
well,every teenage girl makes mistake.......and i just hope miley will be fine and doing great now and healthy.......

b-day qilah's mix d8!

so....
it's da girls day out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we finally can get to cp last week...
hehe!

it's so fun

1st,we watch movie.....

qilah,me,afifah,aiyn and epal...........
1st,we want to watch the madagascar 2 but ila
is da birthday girl so we ask her to pick the movie!

so...she said madagascar but then she wants the quantum of solace(james bond)...at 1st we thinks it's so funny but when we watch it,it looks fine but there this funny part when james bond just killing people without check who there are propally....and his own boss ask to
just capture the people not kill...anyway..it's good movie!

and we are so suprise that....only 3 seats are taken....omg....and worse is one old man and couple.... haha!but we just take the movie,.... and we laugh and talk so loud in the cinema because only 3 people and we didn't realise it because it is only us at our seats and others except the couple and old man.... hehe....poor the couple.....they seems so distracted.....!
and... its for us to separate ..qilah with epal have d8
aiyn and me and afifah find a part tyme job (except ifa),we got the promenade hotel and meridian(but aiyn lost the meridian form...hehe)
so promenade left.....but be4 that we eat waffle..hehe except aiyn cupcorn............
as we finish find the part tyme job,we don't know
wat else to do,watch movie back???too far to go to cp and its already like 3.00 in the evening so we do something which stupid!
we go to warisan and capture pic in padini's store
and...urgh...we don't realise sign which state no pixs....but we managed to capture some.....aiyn then pretend to watch her phone,afifah..run out from the store and me..urghh..i point the no pixs sign and said "hey!it's the sign,why don't we look at it at the first???"then the salesgirl girl behind my back laugh and i go straighttgo the exit door...
SO EMBRASSING.....!!!!!!!!!
then,we are hunger for the long walk, and we go to big apple,and oh!i never forget that moment,i eat the pink panther,aiyn cappucino,ifa oreo.........oh.....the pink panther that i eat is so tasty!inside it have a strawberry cream which is taste like ice cream...my gosh!we also drinks hot chocolate but we share1 for 3,it save our money
then,we wait for epal but epal go home already
so we ait ila....but she keeps replying our sms.....a minute...well
i understand how she felt even dow i never date...haha.............
so...ila finally came to us......owh..
but this is embrassing,i aslept in the bus and thank god afifah save my head fall to the guy next to me...thanks afifah..i couldn't imagine how embrassed if my head fall to the next guy....arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,we have a blast day.........................and there's us with our tired and happy face!

ifa's school

so,i didn't wrote about
anything things this days...u want to know why??simple...i'm too lazy to write....hehe!
2 weeks ago,i goes to afifah's school
for her 5a's celebration and the prize...so she suppose to
get on the stage and receive her prize and sijil.....she did..
her school was not really good looking but inside it have a pond,a clock tower,well,looks same with clock tower but shorter than clock tower,the field in front of the canteen and car park....
p/s:the pix is been erase be4 i could upload to my own blog but my cousin have the pic in her blog.....
so as we go in,we find sits but
i and qilah so hungry,so we borrow some money from afifah and
find wat we can eat and drink at the canteen...and we found the chocolate muffin and its cheap...only rm 0.80...and ice lemon tea ping for rm 1.20...yummyyyy!
qilah even meet her friends there,
farrahin and aina...so she chat aith them from across her chair lil bit...while we waiting 4 afifah going up the stage...afifah came and join us for while...she join us..and we have a idea to take pictures of us 3....so we ask farra to help us to take our pix...
fromleft:afiah,me(iqmya),qilah
ok,well,actually my elective subject only 30 over (except physics..27 bluekk!!...so bad)because it's science stream and is new and hard..

so after taking nicki's pix,we go to
the canteen and well,drink and eat!so much fun when we eat and drinks

lollipop dreaming

lollipop......
the most tasty candy in the world!

so long i don't eat lollipop,
when i see lollipop,
i felt so happy,but it make me dizzy when playing around with the circlation of the lollipop...

i wanna eat lollipop...
one of friend bring lollipop.....sob2x...
but it's not his/her lollipop but from his/her other friend who want wants him to give the his/her crush...nowadays...lollipop is a good started for a a couples or crush..haha!teda2x...use lollipop....
p.s[guna his/her untuk identity yg tidak ingin dibocori]
starting from that moment..i can't wait to find a lollipop and buy it(the big one)....sob2x~~~~~

BORING DAYS!

...
the days gone without any of glamorous days
puffff!!!!!!

o...so i have to go to school tomorrow...sob2x...and other things...tomorrow my family from overseas come to see me.....so happy....yeah...........but i have to control my attitude....well,malaysian parents aren't sporting,so...bla2x...
and the boring thing is i just have to wear a t-shirt(coz my mum doesn't say anything bout buying a cloth with a resonable price)...adu2x......at least....
buy a new cloth for the family meeting(kono meeting pedahal becerita ja,but in malaysia,kids musn't interupt the adults when they are talking,it's true it is rude but at least hear what our's teenagers opinion or words when we want to...am i right???!!!!)hmmm...but when i think back.....how could i join the adults story...i just gonna be a tree over there,hear and pretending like i'm understand what there are talking about...........because if we interupt..parents will start bla2xxxxxxxxxxand bla22xxxxx!urghhh!
hmmmm..............it's better to watch my cousins playing games and join them if i want to...muhahaha....or playing internet..aiye...

napalah...sob2x..
i just have to go...if i refuse........then it will not look good....hmmm....wat u guys and girls think???

borING DAYS!

Escape Kokum...muwaahahaha!

this a day where i felt relieve...
my school to have kokum for 2009 but i don't go cause...it's the same when
i go at next year,they gonna discuss it back.....
so..i'm so happy....
so...all i do is wake up
and watch black jack and also chibi maruko...
after that,i eat rice and 4 nudgets....and i play internet after eat
so...watch tv...music videos...hehehe.....

after that,it's almost 10.00 pm...one of my cousins ready and finding 2 pictures car 4 her p.s....then one of my cousins play guitar heroes 3..hehehe....


ok...so i felt tired..and i want to off but my dad asked me to type something so i just go on...then i print but one of the spelling is wrong
then the paper goes to rubbish then i forgetto change...print and goes to rubbish
lastly...i ask my cousin(ila) to type the line where the spelling is wrong...
and i type the line where the spelling is not wrong....
and wooohooo...we done it on time(coz my dad going out to photocopy it wif his friend)!


so...i off and we start to searching any good show to watch.....!
and we got it......we see ANTM(america next top model the new one)
hehe....we watch after eat lunch...
then we eat again biscuits and drink coco....hehe
then we eat and drinks for evening....hehe...then one my cousin turn on com..after thet i take over again..pretty much nothing to do but still i have escape most boring day in school...hehehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!muahahahahaha!!!!!!!

Boring days...

well....well

a days with a boring days
play com and download songs as usual..
but i remember yesterday
one of my cousins goes to her friend's house,
another of my cousins goes to school...
it's about 4.00 in evening,i texting my cousins who goes to her
friend's house..she says that she gonna go home late
and her sister is going back at 6.00 o'clock or 6.30 evening...
so i thought that i will be coming at their house late as my cousins who goes to school
but i got it wrong..
it's fine at 1st,i thought i gonna be late then them because...
i sat at my living room and my mum still sleeping...so usually she got up like 4.45 pm in the evening
so i wait while i playing the com( i help my friend to find songs)..but i was shock to see
that she getting up early.....i just relax and thought that she maybe goes to bathroom or drink 1st but no!
SHE CHANGE HER CLOTH AND SAID TO ME..WE ARE GOING NOW...
i just relax again then i told to myself "nah!she is going to send me late because we are going to laundry and then eat ....so i see the clock is 4.10 pm..and i just tell her nothing about ila's message because we will be on time or late as my cousin who going back from school...so we go and get the cloth,fold the cloth,then go straight to the laundry at damai.....as we send..i see my clock is 4.25 pm
so i thought that we are going to my cousin's house....
then the situation is safe because she said she is hungry and she wants to eat..then we go to eat,i eat as usual and i see the clock is already 5.30 pm
so till we reach our cars,go in and drive..i told her bout my cousin's message then she said how bout u...
i answer..well....but aunty going to pick her at school around this time...so she
said to me..ok we wait...actually the situation is fine
but my mum cn't wait longer..but i if i go home i will be send tomorrow....
pity my mum too....
but i already look at the clock and it's almost 6.30 pm..but she says she wants to get home and i says with low voice..ok..go home....
she ask twice and i answer the same....but i dn't know why she don't move the car
maybe she knows or she felt like i'm threating like she she the one who is wrong..
but i'm really didn't intend to do that ..it's just i said to myself..why dn't i tell her from earlier on..how stupid i am...
but as we having the situation like that..my mum seesmy cousin's car is coming she says look ...there are coming..
so i felt bad after enter the house and i charge my cellphone quickly and ask her if she's fine sorry to her....at first she didn't answer but thank god she is not mad at me and answer my message .......she says ok....
so i can sleep well that night and doing things...

well...i got the lessons...
tell what's going on earlier be4 make ours decision only,we must hear others opinion 1st,if it's good the do it ,if not well try to come out wif better solution.....
mybe things will be ok if u tell the truth earlieron...like me in my situation maybe she will go bath or make drinks and wait till 5.00 pm so when i reach home after sending the laundry...my cousin is there.....
to my mum:sorry mum 4 being childish(even dow she can't look this blog,i hope she hear my hearts says sorry...)
to my cousins:well,if we got any chance to walk together wif friends,let's make it a great girls day out!
hehe!
ok...

Da bezt sunday!

..........................yesterday............................

yesterday...all my trouble seems so far away...
ceh...
endak bha...
haha..........
yesterday.....it's da girls day out.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!woooohhhoooo!!!!!!!!!
---it's where all girls in this world waiting 4..it's da girls day out!!!!
well...it's almost 1.30 pm...me,qilah and fifah ready to go out...
and epal message qilah and told that she already in c.p!we are late!we promise at 1.00 pm!
we all moves faster and get in the car..
as we arrive in center point,we get off the car and becoz it is raining,we to run towards the c.p....
we suppose to meet epal and her sister,andrea(sorry if the spelling is worng) at 8th to buy tickets but they eating at kenny rodgers...so we tought we buy the tickets 1st.....after we buy,qilah message to epal to meet us at 4th floor...as we reach 4th floor....we wait 4 epal and buy popcorn and drinks while waiting 4 them..
then epal message back where are u girls...then qilah message back......and told that we are in 4th floor...hehe...epal...kaw endak nmpk kha meassage yg qilah hntr awal2x tue..???????
anyway..epal pn smpi...hehe..but qilah didn't notice her coz usually epal didn't let her front hair lose....hehe
(kesian sie epal...lmbi tapi qilah endak lyn....nasib aku perasan tapi tdk lh yg trs spot jua..hehe!cian epal)
we plan to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3:SENIOR YEAR.....so while we're watching...there is funny part.......
1)troy is dancing after he go out the changing room but the funny part is he dance is over than a girl dance...........!!!!!!
2)troy(dya punya psl la law ada sesetengah lagu rusak..bab org concentrate tengok trs dya dance trlebih2x) is dancing alone in the school wif his basketball singlet..there is one part where he grip the rope then he bend his body and swing his body around while he bend his body(also while gripping the rope)
haha......totally cm perempuan...we couldn't stop laughing!!!!!!!!
3)sharpay have to sing gabriella part and troy should appear after that..but jimmy have to replace troy coz troy is in stanford university to bring gabriella to east high......so gabriella can celebarate wif her friends.........
then sharpay already sang her part..it's tyme for troy but troy didn't come out sharpay have repeat 3 tyme the the last line of her words........
then jimmy come out from the window and dress in pink and purple dress + purple fur!haha...then the becomes funky(it suppose to be a slow song)

so funny!anyway after the movie is finish......we keep remember about the 3 funny things..haha!
and epal have to go home....sob2x!
so we still got tyme 4 strolling around the c.p...fifah wants to buy jacket...so we accompany her...and check store where has jacket and shorts...
hehe!
1st...we go to the store...buy cloth.....then comics and mcflurry
and fifah jacket's..yeah!she finally find her jacket!!!!!
so we have to get home..it's already 4.45 pm...

that's why it is da best sndy!!!!!!!

cian sorang nie demam....sob2x..
tapi napa aiyn.....kmi pasti akan jemput kaw lagi.......semoga kaw baik cpt......
BFF........!!!!!!!
and bezt sunday!!!

HAIR TROUBLE....

ok...hair trouble.......my hair is straight but...
the 'melentik' can't be straighten my hair is straight
with a 'melentik' comes out..sob sob..
but anyway..i don't wanna cut it until it's long (not until my butt but at least at my waist under the bra..)
so..hair desaster since after we trim and go to rebon
...not too disaster jzt a lil' bit damage coz rebon and the
melentik comes out........ngehehe.....

p/s:forget wat melentik in eng. hahax!!!! =)

REBONDING ON THE NIGHTS!COOL!

hair rebonding,tis is da 1st tyme we rebon..hehe
thank u kak momo,aunty kiki,aunty nancy,,aunty wildinah(bring us to nicki's house)4 letting us rebon until well 12.30 pm...!once again,thank u kak momo coz u willing to rebon our hair until mdnight...thank u..thank u......

at 1st,we are going to nicki's house...so...we 'lepak' in nicki's house 1st then we will go to telipok........
so, we(yen yen,me(fifi),lala,fafa),then we actually sitting when ivy and robbie,which they are still kids.......
at fist,they really quiet but after we start talking to them..they really playful and also not to mention cute..hehe!

when the tyme comes to go to telipok..the weather change into rainy..hehe!but we still going...and we four
wondering if kak momo can do the rebonding in that day also if she wants or can...,then we ask kak momo..how much she charge 4 rebon,wat tyme,when she cn or wants..........and many more..
kak momo reply and says that she can do anytyme,so we really excited except yenyen coz..she already rebon butshe alson excited when she hears about the treatment..hehe3x
we want to do it on tat day but at night....and kak momo says yes!


we got home from telipok and promise to meet them at 6.30 butwe got thereat 7.30 like tat coz...when we got home..the 4 of us have to bath with a blackout mood!
but we made it at last...we arrive but at their place also blackout....we wait until been called....1st person to go rebon is lala,then me,last is fafa,lwhile yen yen do treatment........twink!
weall almost asleep but lala,yen yen,and fafa stay awake but me haha....i asleep for a moment the i wake up the sleep wake up...anyway.....we made it and our aunt comment tat my hair and lala hair is thick.........and poor fafa have to wait until 11.00 pm to get her hair wash.............hehe3x..
anyway...we made but we are so tired!it's already 12.30 pm....ohohoho!!!!!!
so late kn???!!

the next thing we know we have to sleep with our face onto the pillow or with no pillow or with the hair off the bed...we sleep in many ways to avoid from the hair being scrible......i dn't know tis day..maybe alil bit comfortable then last night...........hehe3x..........
(our hairstyle all is da same melentik a lil bit coz too thin 4 rebonding,aii.....we trim be4 rebon coz we didn't know tat kak momo can do last night,but i hope it(melentik) doesn't go any futher)

AT The MOst Great Buffet!!!!!!!!!

i and my cousins went to the buffet....the buffet is located in the sutera harbour...
but it's in the Marina Cafe...........we all begin to excited when we get off the car and walk in the marina cafe coz' of the food!!!at 1st.we didn't notice there's a stairs beside us,when we notice there's a swimming pool and lots of them...one of them is 0.6 m deep which we can play a basketball too....and the other is 1.6m,the other again is 1.2 m,and the last one is .......um i forgot.....but it has slide and also same as 0.6m(cn play basketball..).........but unfortunatellywe didn't bring any cloths for swim activities...and we were there at 1st is for the buffet................BUT U KNOW WAT,WE STILL HOPING WE CAN JUST GO THERE ONES MORE,JUST ONES OR THOUSAND XS.....TO PLAY IN THE POOL!!!!!!!


OK..OK....so we finally find a place which is suitable!there's no many table block us..it's a very suitable places for us..............hehe3x........1st,we take the cake and fruits!..secondly,we take the sphageti,third,we take the the ABC...oh lala!!!!the ACB is so tasty...it's really sweet and delicous of course!oh...b4 we take the ABC ,we play near the pool...we were splashing the water each other,we were chasing each other!then,of of our cuz call us for the ABC.....hehe3x...we just so excited coz' we never seen a real pool b4!ok.....forth is the cakes again and tarts.he3x..so tasty yet yummylicous!


lastly,we take photos in the extra cool toilet it has locker ....many lorkers..........!!!!!!!!!!
we were planing to take photo at the pool after in the toilet but...guess wat.......we were too excited the toilet was extremely beautiful and has many lorker until we forget about the pool thing!he3x....when we go out and head to the pool,the pool were closed...we were really sad bout it but at least we captured our pix...in a really cosy toilet!!!!!!!!!!


in the end,we go home and we willl never forget bout it....!!!!!!!!!tehee!twink!

it's really great!

Hello!
Good morning and day..afternoon,evening and night...!

ok...i don't have much to say right now but........

i remember something that makes me laugh....

there is this guy ..a guy who is my older nephew brother's frenz..

his ringtone is actually kinda unsuittable 4 him but he slowly take his hp(while we on the way in car sending him home,.me and my cuuzzziieeee!!!)and smile at his own mind!

and he look outside and he just act like it "well,u know me" the he open his phone with a really slow emotion and laugh lil bit(he sounds so ewww!!!!!!!!! coz he was trying to control his voice).........oh my gosh!


and i know ila...u will know this guy..just remember a duck which the colour is black!....ila..u will be laughing when u read tis and i'm not sure if other laugh too!but really if u guys or girls in our shoes ..u would be laughing out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hoildayx..in office and mall

ok........today is the starting holiday,and i and my cousin can finally go out!
when the school times,we cannot go out.............so when at holiday ...we can go out....weheex!it's not like we're doing something bad but we just want to stroll around the mall and feel the mall's air..owh...malll.
owh.....malll......!


ok...as i say....today we're are...going to center point...and as the girls day out or maybe there is someone who is actually boy but he is like a girl........well not really girl the face i mean..i mean atitude...
but i don't mind at all cause he loves cats.....................................................haha!but i think it's cool a boy who likes
cats...!at least their have a sincere to animals.........and it makes the boys looks so innocent...(some of them!)


so....as i say we're going to the mall..............but be4 we're going to the malll...we actually have to wake up 6.00 in the morning to get ready because..we have no transport and we have to follow my cousin's parents to work...lol.........
we have to wait from 7.00 am-11.00 am till the mall open..................haha...such an great idea...aren't we smart?????!!!

be4 we heading to the office,we saw a stall which inside the building and we headed to the stall......and eat of course(besides wat can we do at the stall other than drink and eat)ok..welll...soafter we finish taking our breakfast at that stall,we have to face the office which is damn freezing enough for us!


as we enter,the wind of the aircont blow us......to the freezing death,....man....it's so cold even i'm freezing when writing this blog but my auntie seems so relax with the cold...it's like she are connect with the coldness...ok
ok...enough 4 me to say something stupid...connecting wind and watevar!


so.........as a conclusion.....WE HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6.00 AM AND STAY IN MY AUNT'S OFFICE WHICH IS COUSIN'S MOTHER UNTILL 11.00 AM UNTIL THE MALL IS OPEN.....OMG! AND WE ARE FREEZING!!!!
AND TIS IS THE CRAZIES IDEA WE HAVE SUCEDD WITH MY COUSIN!...HEHE


HI!....SAYONARA..AND SEE U GAIN.......ARIGATO FOR READING MY BLOG...!THANX!ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!

ARIGATO!SAYONARA!

drama japan (one litre of tears )

HI.............IT'S SO LONG I DIDN'T WROTE ANYTHING ON MY BLOG...
LOL.....I TOTALLY FORGET BOUT THIS BLOG.............
1ST,I REMEMBER TO WRITE SOMETHING ON MY BLOG..BT THEN I FORGET WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING UNTIL NOW I WAS TRYING NOT TO FORGET BOUT MY BLOG AND I DID IT...!HURREY!
I'VE JUST SEEN A DRAMA WHICH IS TITTLE ONE LITRE OF TEARS....
THE DRAMA WAS REALLY GREAT AND OTHER THAN THAT,IT WAS
REALLY SAD.......
IT'S ABOUT A GIRL WHO IS JUST 15 YEARS OLD WHICH HAVE DISEASE
THAT IS SLOWLY TURN HER INTO A PERSON WHICH IS DISABLED,
AND SHE WOULDN'T ABLE TO SPEAK AS USUAL,WALK AS USUAL,WRITE AS USUAL OR WALK WITH FRENZ AS USUAL.........
I KNEW THAT THEDRAMA FROM M COUSIN WHICH ONE OF FRENZ CONTRIBUTE THE DRAMA TO HER AND AS U GUYS OR GIRLS JUST KNOW OR KNOWN,I LOVE JAPAN'S DRAMA........LOL..EXCEPT 4 THE YUCKY ICKY ONE OR ROMANCE(TOO ROMANTIC)
SO I ASKED HER WAT SHE IS WATCHING...BUT THE tv WAS LOUD AND I COULDN'T HEAR HER BECAUSE MY AUNTIE IS SPEAKING TOO SO I WAS LIKE CONFUSED "WAT"..."WAT".
I REPEATED THE WORD "WHAT" FOR ABOUT 5 X..LOL.....
AND SHE WAS LIKE"I SAID 1 LITER OF TEARS !"
so enough the sory of me and my cousin........haha
SO AS I SAY,THE DRAMA IS REALLY GREAT
THE DRAMA REALLY TEACH US HOW IMPORTANT THE TIME TO US,
HOW PRECIOUS OUR LIVE IS........................
EVEN DOW MAYBE U GUYS AND GIRLS CANNOT BELIEVE ME BUT
WHEN U WATCH THE DRAMA...U WOULD KNOW THE IMPORTANT OF OUR LIVE IS...OTHER THAN,NO MATTER HOW BIG IS OUR PROBLEM,WE NEED TO SETTLE IT WITH PATIENT AND TOLERANCE.
I RECOMMED THE ONE LOVE TO WATCH DRAMA,TRY TO WATCH THIS JAPAN'S DRAMA,OR THOSE WHO FEEL BORING WHEN U HAVE NOTHING TO DO..........

whopsie....and so hard to find

HELO EVERYONE WHO READ MY BLOG...
HERE IS ANOTHER TROUBLE...
OK....
HERE'S ANOTHER TROUBLE...

AND I HOPE READ MY BLOG CAN HELP ME WITH THIS MATTER....

>>OK.......I ALREADY FIND MY LAYOUT ACTUALLY BUT JUST FOR A MOMENT ACTUALLY.........COZ I CAN'T FIND ANY OTHER LAYOUT THAT IS PRETTY AND COOL........SO I JUST TOOK THIS KIND OF LAYOUT..LOL....THAT IS SIMPLE AND NOT TOO BRIGHT...LOL.........


SO......HERE IS JUST A SHORT POST IS END HERE BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO TELL U ALL THAT I'M TRYING TO FIND A LAYOUT THAT IS DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS....BUT I STILL CAN'T FIND IT...

SO IF ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND A DIFFERENT LAYOUTS FROM OTHERS OR A LAYOUTS WHICH CATAGORIES LIKE LINKS AND THEN BLOG
..PLEASE TELL ME.................

I KNOW IF I ASKED LIKE THIS...IT WON'T BE A SUPRISED BUT I'LL TRY TO MAKE IT VERY OK AND HOPEFULLY U GUYSA ND GIRLS ENJOY READING MY JOURNAL OR AS U KNOW MY DAMN SCHOOL SUXX'S JOURNAL..LOL..


OK ....SEE UN GAIN GUYS AND GIRLS AND REMEMBER CHILL OUT WITH YA' FRIENDS AND ENJOY UR LIFE FOR NOW........................



DON'T FORGET TO READ MAGAZINE ABOUT BEAUTIES AND FASHION TIPS....
IT'S WORTH....IF U GUYS AND GIRLS KNOW WHERE TO FIND THE LAYOUT THAT I'M TALKING BOUT,COMMENT ME AT MY PROFILES OR MY JOURNAL..........OR FRIENDSTER(LINGTOMOYO_SAKURASHAORAN@EMAIL2ME.NET)

TATA.................................AND TILL U READ MY NEXT POST..ENJOY IT

My worstnight!!!!!!!!!

MY WORST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!
OLA
ACTUALLY NOT REALLY MYWORST NIGHT...
ACTUALLY TOMORROW IS SCHOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO IT'S A DAY WITH FULL SUXX **** THINGS.........
WHICH IS
>THE TEACHERS WITH UNFRIENDLY FACES
>THE RESIST WHICH MAKES ME SO ANGRY
>THE PRINCIPAL
>THE TOILETS
>THE SUMMER WHICH IS HOTTER THAN SUMMER
>THE BORING CLASS
>THE CANTEEN WHICH IS TOO SMALL FOR STUDENTS
AND MORE...FOR SCHOOLER KNOWS WAT OTHER THINGS ARE HATED!..
ARGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK SO TOMORROW ACTUALLY THE WORSER DAY...NOT TONIGHT BUT STILL IT IS COZ' AFTER U WAKE UP THEN U STOD FOR WHILE...AND SCHOOOOOLLLL WAITING FOR U AND EAT U...(LIKE THE MONSTER HOUSE)-NOT ACTUALLY BUT IT TAKE OUR ENERGY AWAY........UFFFFFGHHH!!!!!
=..=
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OK...SO I JZ WANT TO TELL SOMETHING FOR YA' ALL
BEFORE I OFF
FIRST IS,
SCHOOL ACTUALLY SHOULD BE THE FUN THING BUTTHEN IT'S NOT..
IT'S JUST FAIRY TALE FOR THE PEOPLE WHO THINKS SCHOOL IS THE BEST
PLACE EXCEPT FOR WAS TOO CLEVER.......
SECOND IS,
THE GOVERMENT IN MALAYSIA SHOULD MAKE A SCHOOL WHICH HAS STUDY ONLY BOUT' MAKE UP,FESYEN,HAIR,DANCE,SINGING AND MATH(IMPORTANT FOR WHO WANTS TO OPEN SHOP,AND THAT'S CALL BUSINESS.THATWAY IT MAKES THE STUDENT WHO ENTER IT NEVER WANT TO SKIP SCHOOOLLLL COZ' IF THEY MISSED SCHOOOLL,THEY MISS THE FUN.. IN SCHOOL OF FASHION AND ENTERTAIMENT...
I WANT THIS MATTER TAKEN BY THIS GOVERMENT....
PLEASE AT LEAST MAKE US BE FUN FOR OUR TEENAGE LIFE......................PLEASE GOVERMENT.DO SOMETHING BOUT THIS MATTER...
AND ALSO THE CLOTHES IS SO BORING AND DULL,PLEASE CHANGE TO SOMETHING MORE INTERSTING,SPROTY,AND ATTRACTIVE THAT MAKES US WANNA WEAR GAIN' AND AGAIN...


OK........XOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOOXOXOXOXO...OK
NOW I WANNA SAY BYE...........THAT
REMINDS ME OF MARIAH CAREY'S
SONG...LOL.......................................
OK THEN....BYE BYE...TILL WE SEE
NEXT WEEK.MY MUM CAME..
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOPINKPUNKXOXOXOXOXOXO

MY DamN SchooL Suxx'S JournaL!!!!!!!!

Hi,my nickname is Eve.......hope u enjoy reading my blog even a lil'..Thanks!
ola every body........
>I'm New here!
>I hope who read my blog would add me....thanks for reading my blog..
>it's not really in order arrangement but i'll try to make it in oderly arrangement
next time!.....see u gain'
FiRsT DaY DoInG My BloG:********..............******** PiNkAPuNk.RoXy.XoXo.:
well...i want to create my blog but unfortunately
my internet were cuted becoz' of the home telephone in my house.I tried to ask my mum make if she could buy a telephone house so that the internet can be on,then i could create my blog...or checking for my school work and herself website too but she says ....i must be patient coz' her salary was not too many for us to buy things over and over or to buy just with one snap finger....(we were not poor like in iraq,i was so said when here or see bout the iraq,palestin...and so on, but we were also not rich so we're just like in the middle of rich and poor..lol..so i thinks i still greatful icould buy clothes-not every week of course,food,drinks than in iraq) well.enough bout it..
so as i said....my internet were cuted now for a moment but thanks to my cuzzie......when i go to her house every weekends,she help to find a website
which not cost anything......and here is it............my blogger.........
MY BEGINNER BLOGGER.....THANKS TO MY CUZ PINKILLA & KIMI( NAME IN FRIENDSTER.COM)

XOXOXOXO..........wait for my next issue..........XOXOXOXO
XOXOXOXO........i jst can wrote until here...my cuz waiting beside me already...she the who suppost to play but i asked for just few minutes to do the blog's intro or begin..........lol.....arhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!nnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooo!!!!!!!!!she coming to get me!!!!!!!!run and scream loud.............scream at the top of ur voices!!!!.......XOXOXOXO