OMG!

i've changed the layout but owh no!!
but i can't see my previous post for my blog~~

why is this happening~~it's a nightmare~~seriusly~~~owh no~~

please,please,please....bloggy~~don't totture me like this~~my earliar post~~~please appear...abracadabra

p/s : the cat is so CUTE!!!!!

PROM NIGHT BLAST!!!

last night was a blast!
i knew we couldn't dance(fatma,elaine,me,valen,anet evangeline) at the end of the prom night becoz teachers will be keeping eye on us~
so we just keep on eating everything,owh~~it's delicious n wow~~but unfortunately why must the fried rice tasteless~i think they don't put salt in there~anyway,my friends(valen and anet aurora) including me are running and the seats are all been taken by others ,we ask if there's any seat for us but we couldn't find one~~fatma and elaine already find seats when they arrived..they also helped us but they couldn't find one...~~
we have to seat at vegetarian table~~there's teacher~~i accompany anet to toilet...after a while,valen text me that fiona already helped us to find seats~~and it's enough for 3 people~~then anet aurora have to go back,she can't stay because she is sick and her gastric is bothering her~
so we send anet outside,after tat we go in again and there are tables..it's full of teacher's luckily they are the teachers who doesn't really care we sitting there~~they even asked us to eat a lot~~lol~~
some of the students are singing and edwin from lower six 1,he performed magic tricks(he is actually the mc for that night,his partner is camelia)..it is fun...he performed 3 magic tricks~the las one is the most interesting--he go around that table and he choose this girl name khadtijah~she is from upper six,he gives her the flower..he's talking chinese laguage when he kind of ask something and he passed the microphone 2 the girl,she said huh?then yes..lol~~

well,after that 2 of students came out and sing different chinese song,they both have sweet voice.....then 2 of tudent,kaey yap and khung ting yung came up to the staged and plyed violin,anet evan also sings in kadazan "sinobun pinurubaan" hehe~~~i don't understand what the lyrics are but her vocal was really good,the upper six played charade games,and there's sign language performance~~they are very good and they dress nice also,they played video of teacher's that teach the upper six,the teacher's are wishing them goodluck n goodbye~so sad,then there's this poco2x music are going to be played,teacher bestah start to dance and everybody jion in..fatma elaine me val dance to the music but at first we don't really get so there was alot stepping on other people feet than dancing,after a while we start to get the rhytem~~hehe~~~~~~thanks to teacher bestah!!i supposed his name brings a good  luck~~

finally,the announce of the prom queen and prom king!they both are cute.....this boy is from upper six science and the girl is from(not sure) upper six 1~they 've been asked to dance together but it's really funny and at the same it's really sweet,it's like they are innicent..~so sweet!and then the lucky~~well..it all goes well i think even one of my friend go home early than we thought~~but i hope she's fine...
and then there comes the open dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!owh god,fatma n elaine start to pull us asked us to dance(unfortunately other people are busy taking pictures on dance floor tables ...everywhere then we just kind of leeting our free and 4 of us started dance to the music~they played maybe 4  songs--club can't handle me right now from step 3 which is perfect for 4 of us,dynamite by taio cruz,and the other two is urmm can't recall but the beat is really getting us to dance more n more~~then wilson join us to dance......he is so lucky that night...4 of us dance with him with upbeating music~~haha~~we dance till we feeling so exhausted!but it's worth it~~but

PS: we're NOT drunk at all..so who needs alcohol when u know that can dance even without it~no offends n hard feelings i'm just saying~~biyane n kamsahamnida for reading this blog! n i want to thanks all the prom night members especially rowena n chang shu yen for maing it such a memorable night..without u all,we can't have this prom night..

so fun yet so tired..puasa~~

anybody notice something about my blog??is it getting weird???or scary???
i let u think

lol~~~

well,actually i haven't upload my blog for almost 2 months...and i suddenly remember bout this thing today
i don't have energy right now,i feel sleepy n really tired plus i'm really thirsty but it's all temptation...nevermind.....only 26 days left...i can do tis.....~~~
owh..i i could take pix right now n show u how sleepy i am...u will not believe....

godnesss~i felt asleep a few seconds..gee~i wonder how i look~~~
is my mouth open suddenly or my face stay as usual~~~~

lol~~i think i should drink water..i feel very sleepy u know~~~~~
and my stomach is starting 2 feel the emptyness~~~please fasten the time this puasa month~~~

i hope

i hope i can achieve my dream
i need it to come true
i need to know the answer
i need to seek that person
i need to change my life
i need my heart to become one again
i need it to be calm and
seek him....
i need to know if he remember me...
my friend told me he remember but love
can happen in many ways
i know he may be in love right now with someone
but can anybody stop this feeling from coming to u
no,u can't
and it doesn't matter if u are a boy or girl
it still comes unexpectedly
i want to be in my fav country even
if something goes wrong
i was wondering the necklace i gave 2 u..can
u recognize me when i grow up??
will u remember me..
i hope u do remember me...
i just need to know the answer
even if the result is good/bad...
then,i'll be ok...
i hope u remember me
i hope i can ask for ur help when
i'm already reach my goal~
do u remember me,do u wear tat necklace??
i hope u do~

i have crazier dream and this is the new one but i'm going for it!

get in line if u want me~i never thought u would acted like a slut while i was gone,maybe u shouldn't kiss and tell,owh owh!

lol~i'm not try to make a statement with that words..lol~it's just i love her voice(kesha)like quirky but rockz,n chicky..hehe!

and i really goes to the limit where i want to live my life my way..not the like i want to run away from home but i want to live like i dreamed always...i want to work and live at my fav country..if i got in this university even now,i'm taking this seriously!i'm gonna strive smart n hard ...well,i was really into my new dreamed,goals,and these things i want to achieve it!! i was praying to god every day...i was really determined to my new goals ..even my mum support this new dreamed of mine..she was saying i have a lot of crazier dreamed i have told her be4 but she was really into this thing 2..it's not crazy but maybe people will thinkit's impossible but i want it to be possible and my friends told me 2 believe in myself,n i gonna make it~and i fall in love with my fav country ones again!

ok prepare 2 hear it whoever read this~
I WANT TO TAKE TESL AND BECAME A TEACHER(PRIMARY TEACHER/SECONDARY TEACHER) IN KOREA!

they said it's kinda new thing for them to hear it but i was saying i want it so bad...
i want to change my life,i know i can't change the faith,but if i plan early and into it,plus my strong will to keep on going with my plan and my determenation to it,i'm sure,nothing is impossible...and i think it was possible!btw,of course,i'm going for korean language leason.

THIS IS OUTRAGES!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE 3 PROJECT TO FIN IN 2 WEEKS! 1 PROJECT 2MORROW I NEED TO SEND!1 ESSAY TO SEND OVER 2MORROW!

LET ME TELL YA' ONE MORE TYME~ONE TYME~ONE TYME~LET ME TELL ME YA' ONE TYME~

I HAVE 3 PROJECT TO FIN IN 2 WEEKS! 1 PROJECT 2MORROW I NEED TO SEND!1 ESSAY TO SEND OVER 2MORROW!

owhkay,that's not a relief at all but u know i gotta fininsh that project no matter wat and where i am as long as i got a laptob,newspaper,internet!


hrmmmmm!my folio,i need to buy one,i know this root will make me like this,miserable condition coz of the tension around every form 6 student but honestly i don't wanna be a really moody-fierce person becoz' of tis things on my mind though i know i can be a lil bit crazy coz this matter!HELP ME!wat can i do to not stress myself out! i'm knida like in the mood of not stress for now coz'it's almost school break so it's cool...
but 1 of my friend were really stress out lately,,she was really in no mood that day,everyone was playing this card where who finish first kind of game but this game include a list,a list where u fill up ur name when u finish already.....so some of them kinda helpin,some of them kinda not that kindly to help us....well,i was doing well when i think back,i even happen to find out my last card was a girl's name TIM TIM..i thought it was a boy's name,i was asking all the boys but then i started to feel it's actually opposite and i was right bout it!i was thrilled!i finish and i'm not the last person in the room trying to find someone while my friend is the one in the last place be4 this one boy...she was stress-out so much,she tearing her cards into pieces..                             

I watch her and i have this knd of vision in my head i stress out of nowhere n' everyone was really stress 2!well,i am trying to not let those visions happen for every day of my life...!is there anyway i can relax n' feel calm

i think it's tyme defiying my studies,i think i try defiying books!

1st of all,i want u all 2 know,if u ever see me write again,i never write again after that

I never knew it was like this,i want to quit but i want to write more!!!!!!!

I need tyme for my own 2 but unfortunately this form 6 thing is not a piece of cake subject that u can just flip away and "owh right!i can do it 2morrow,besides i need 2 buy things,and that should do it" IT'S A NO!NO!NO!THEY TRY 2 MAKE ME WALKING BUT I SAY NO!NO!NO!
It was like really tough decision 2 make,if u want shortest way,form 6 should be perfect for you,but u have to challenge urself into a new person,a new geek,a new lifestyle,a new challenger,a new attitude,a new discipline
,a new measurement of times u've been spending on books and other things,owhkay that's enough 2 tell but it also depends on u and how u gonna change,if u dun;t change in f6,u will lost ur way unless if u have Photostat memory!wow then u are fine in form 6..fuh!

so i guest i have no tyme 2 write so many bout myr self this year and 2 mention next year(the real thing)..And i'm telling you,i'm not going,u not gonna let me down(i will battle with STPM)!

GOING 2 BATTLE 4 STPM!

                                                                 SPRIT OF FIGHTING!
             FLY~!OPEN UP THE PART OF YOU WANTS TO HIDE AWAY,AND U CAN SHINE!

                                                                                                                                                                                          NOW FIGHT TILL YOU REACH UP,FIGHT NASTY PARASITES IN UR BODY!