ALL I CAN DO IS PRETEND

wat can  i do???
i'm a girl
and i'm not purrfect anyway...
no one is puurrfect
sometimes the mistakes comes right 2 u.....

when u do something suddenly
it became ur mistakes or
the situation seems like wanna blame u all the tyme
Every human being have feel wat i feel
wat can u do except do something or just wait 4 things 2 settle down....

And somehow other things doesn't settle down as u wish...
if u can do something without every situation judge u 2 be the wrong one always
that will make ur life easier...
Wat do u feel when u live in such situation where the condition
thinks u are the blame 4 all u have done in just 1 minute be4....

And u expect everyone to believe ur not mean that way..
but they don't....why u don't feel sorry 4 urself ..just being happy
but others feel sorry 4 themself 4 wat they conclude wat u have done is their biggest and awful memory
and they don't realize people still support themand keep blaming u...
so wat is fair in life then???

They think that's not fair....
so they want others not to be fair...
if that's wat they want....in the end...they will crush....
maybe both or them.....
they pretend bt they blaming u ..
some people get over it but some people just don't want to let go even if they move foward....
and the others already move foward even if they actually just except somewhere somehow maybe they have gone into wrong path...........
this world never ends wif human blame human
human hurting human
human makes mistakes until the world is no loger be seen in space.....

they keep pretending,going on with ancious feel,dignity gone,anger,lonely,sadness,blaming..
and then all humans start 2 pretends everything...
HUMANS....

SPM n COMPUTER

computer:
i have 2 say i'm very addicted 2 com... :p
can't stop playing it....

SPM:
study but i stopped when i accidently just turn on the computer and play with it...
arghhh...!!!!!why????
bad computer..it's attracting me...

AFTER SPM:
My mum told me she gonna sent me 2 take my driving lessons
After all done then she'll look 4 medium-size car 4 me so i don't feel pressures when i ride it on real road... :D
Smart mum...me myself request 4 medium-size car coz i think i could drive in comfort if i start with small car...

labtop: well,not so soon...maybe be4 i go uni so maybe i have 2 wait  for a couple moths 2 get it,i trust my mum she'll buy it even if she doesn't mentioned about it coz she says it important 4 me 2 have laptob... so i can handle the assignments(uni thing) and in contact with her(i have cell phone..i could contact her wif that..owh god,she always sees me like a little girl,couldn't blame her anyway)...hehe...... :3

CRAVINGS OWH CRAVINGS

i wanna i wanna i wanna
I.Black skinny jean(black but jean materials)
II.crumpled skinny jean(blue/purple/black/)
1 and 2 almost the same...maybe i wouldn't buy no.1 if i found no.2 in black color of course
or if i found no.1 and i don't have to buy no.in black color.......aha...yup..that's my mission 4 this month
III.cloth(maybe it's gonna be next month focus)
it's so hard 2 choose between jeans n cloth
IV.wedges
V.heels
VI.New bag please(i think i'm gonna focus it on the next moth 2...
VII.black/white vest

i have 2 use my own money and that's really hard becoz i'm still a student
so teenagers..be grateful if u get ur fave cloths from ur parents

The Peter Conelly Story

This story is really heart breaking.....

Baby P was really adorable but the one who supposed to take care of Baby P is part of the crime.....

I really hope humans know they responsibility towards the one they love

except if they commit crime on you,u should let them be punish so they realize they are hurting u...

Baby P was tortured every single day by his stepfather....until his last breath in hospital...That stepfather of Baby P acting really nasty towards his stepson.....even animals can take care of their of their own family....
Even bears knows how to protect it's child...or the crocodile or snake.......

I watch this video on facebook:
http://media.causes.com/564357

isn't he is adorable......but however he just live only 4 1 year because of being tortured.....

"What the doctor doesn't know was Peter had broken ribs and broken back pralysing hin from the waist down"

"the broken back occured when Peter's stepfather was playing wif him,then a loud crack was heard throughout the house.Peter then let out a gut wrenching scream"

"His stepfather has snapped his spine into two"

"The last picture of Peter should be taken wif happy face but instead a scared child whose face has been smeared wif chocolate to hide his injuries"

"August 3rd 2007...Peter was crying in his cot becoz he had been in urine and feces for days"

"his stepfather came in and said "I'll sort it" He went into the room and slammed the door shut Then Peter went silent"

"Peter was punched hard until he swallowed his bottom teeth..It later found in his stomach"

"11.35 am,Peter's mother called ambulance..Peter was founded in blood splattered cot"

"Peter was taken to hospital but he had already gone to heaven"

"Peter had bleeding on his spine for 48 hours old"

"He had blackened fingers and toenails"

"One finger was missing a nail n the skin had been stripped"

"he had broken ribs that is 1-2 weeks old,skin was missing from the top of his tongue and lips caused by blow.The skin between his upper lips n gum was torn an his tooth has  been knocked out"
"All of Peter's cloth were found wif blood on them'

"Peter's mother,stepfather and a second man that was living in the house of Jason Owen were arrested  for Peter's murdered"

"It is believed that Peter's stepfather had filmed his tortured of Peter on cell phones which he buried in Epping Forest,East London"

AGNES MONICA HAS BEEN RAPED BY HER 2 BODYGUARD AND HER DANCERS(9)

Actually,i heard it last 2 weeks from my mama......it was a very shocking news...
She also told me that Agnes Monica has been locked in her own room and every single day,she was raped by her bodyguards and dancers...but the she manage to get herself away.....poor her!!!!!!!!
After she was found,she has been charged into mental hospital,it was really horrible,11 people raped her....it was awful....i was really feel sorry 4 her,i hope she doesn't have to go through all of that again...

That's why she loses so much weight.......


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I hope if this issue true the people who played part of the crime to Agnes will deserve bad punishment,it's about a women/girl dignity and life!

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Evacuate the dance floor

:) Bulletproof By La Roux! :)

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I've tried to send
My information's just not goin in
Burning bridges, shore to shore
I break away from something more
I'm not to, not to love until it's cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

Chorus
This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)

I won't let you turn around,
I'll tell you now, I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead
Do do do your dirty worst
Come out to play when you are hurt
There's certain things that should be
Left unsaid
Tick tick tick tick on the watch
Life's too short for me to stop
Oh baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now, I'm much too proud
All you do is fill be up with doubt

Chorus
This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)

This time, I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)

Chorus
This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)
This time baby, this time baby
This time baby, this time
This time baby, this time baby
Bulletproof 

My comment is:HER HAIR XP !!!i wish i can call

a new hairdresser 4 her,i would cry if i were in her shoes... 

anyway..her song was fun...