another account

1. friendster:i got it already
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i already got the friendster account..........and i've been thinking to
have another account like myspace.Actually
i got the account already but somehow i just forgot wat's the email
and my password....huhu....i was thinking facebook....

2. FACEBOOK:been thinking bout it
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i've been thinking to have the account because it was so popular
nowadays,one of friends ask me to do it but i was
not really into it but she said it was more fun than friendster or
even myspace....but i don't have time...huhu :(
I think maybe i should try to do the account and finish the details

in tis holiday time...hehe....

changing way????

i h8 skol!!!i love holidays!!!!

i h8 skol.....huhu

i wish i can just be a japan's student

so i can feel free everyday and study with no worries.....

anyway i got excel since this monday(19/1/09)

luckily i can do it...and i nearly can't finish the BM because of my day dreaming

but somehow i manage to finish it......haha... :p

there was a spotcheck today(friday)

one of my friends hold my mobile and 2 other mobile which her friend's

and hers...while we all busy seeing a video from the mobile,the prefect

came in and we were just shock because we were really beside the prefect when they came in and we can't think other way except hide

the mobile under the shoes because they even check at the legs and breast...

i was really panic and cannot stop from bitting my nail!and i keep repeating my friend's name and said help me...so many times....i go out and my hands shaking,i can't even touch the phone because i was too panicked

my friend pulled me and i pulled my other fren,we just turn to the stairs and

go away from the prefect,luckily they don't stop us even if they suspect something
because of my friends feet...

when we enter the teachers office,there were so many teachers but we in the really

forcing condition so we just hide it at teacher table...which is my mum....

we manage to escape....hoooraaayy!!!!!!!!!!! but nearly get caught.....

and here it's comes.......holidays...i love holidays and miss holidays!!!!!even if its only 2 weeks after last year december we holiday...and this holidays 4 chinese nw year.....anyway love holidays!!!h8 school!!!!!!!

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1. Do you think you're hot ?

- nope. i never think i'm hot and sexy... XD


2. Upload your favorite picture of you.




















3. Why do you like that picture?

-just like it.......maybe because the necklace which have ring(that i hold) is there....hehe

4. When the last time u ate pizza?

- ummm......if i'm not mistaken,maybe 21 december


5. The last song u listened to?

-ummm, love story and my own song....lol


6. What are you doing now beside this?

- checking friendster.. :D


7. What name would you prefer besides yours ?

- Bella/Bunga/lili/Hana
- Japan's name:
Miwa,Eri,kana,Hana...


People i tag;


1. my CUZZIE ila

2. my Cuzzie ifa(but she have deleted her blog)

3. Ain

4. Ewan


8. Who is nummber one?

- My cuzzie ila and ifa...


9. Number 3 is having a relationship with?

-aliens or superhuman or foergein people...???? :P


10. Say something about number 5.

- my mummy


11. How about number 4 ?

-my daddy(i can joke wif my dad but my mum is hard to make jokes wif her,that's why i choose my dad 4 no.4 and my mum 4 no.5 coz' he can comunicate wif me wif joke and he does give me spirit but i also love my mummy)


12. Who is number 2?

- she’s is my bestie

Here are the rules~

1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.
4. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
5. Link the person who tagged you.
6. Leave a comment for each blogger

7 facts about me:

1. I LOVE AND ADDICTED TO PINK

2. tidak minat dengan arah sains

3. ska haiwan yg cute

4. kdg2x pemalaz

5. ska shopping(tidak lh telampau)

6. ada eye back(tpi napa aku except)

7. suka ss menari ataw menyanyi d bilik mandi ataw law ada lagu yg rancak...(:P)



6 unspectacular quirks of me:

1. sometimes i turn moody so bad and if someone cheer me up,i'll will think that i'm so stupid become moody but 2. if i'm sad bout either personal or other things,i'll try to laugh but
then if no one see me,i cry..hmm,guess,that's a way to let ur feeling go
if i can't stand it
3.sma ja cam s ila,law maw jadi rajin,lepas 15 min or 1/2 jam
terus lapar lh,mengantuk lh...aiiiiii!
4. belajar jga tapi entahlh masi jga sama,peningkatan sikit ja(maybe otak kue
lemah brbanding org lain,utk business ja sesuai,hehe..)
5. apa2x ja yg pink or cute aku atrracted,kdg2x smpi waste duit beli
benda pink or cute......(+.+)
6. daydreaming and rasa sleepy setiap x cikgu bio ataw phy masuk

org yg maw d tag

1.ila
2.ain
3.ewan

ermmm,law ifa ada blog pun aku maw tag..hehe

i've been thinking bout my life

my dad doesn't work for goverment
but he is working for(i don't really know)
company which he will do a lecture,
and his paid is not high like the goverment
ones....

if someone buy the company's product then he will make a
profit...
and the profit is not 2 thousand but less than 2 thousand

and he trys to make money from others place like
joining one of his friend suggestions....

my mom is teacher,she been suffering from my stupid step-grandfather
debts(it's not 1 thousand but 6,000-10,000 thousand and it is not once but since my mum small and every year) .she been doing assignment and tuisyen even on night and work days and weekends my mom's salary every month only 3 thousand but her salary
had been cut because the goverment always cuted paid if the person have a house or credit-card to pay.all this time her money is not for me and her but for my
bloody hell useless step-grandfather.
i was confused all the time............

my mum have hot temper,maybe becuase she pressure too much since she small,
i just keep thinking wat can i do to get out of my miserable life......and help my mum to get out of her miserable life...............my mum is protectived,and it been cause by her life....she scared something happen to me........................
sometimes i pretend that anything is fine.................
i always stay tough in front my parents,i just couldn't cry in front of them and tell that how i felt about my life,because if i do,they heart will be in pain........

and for all the time,my mum and i never felt the true happiness,i confused even when i go to school i just pretend everything is fine.

and now my steep-grandpa is gone,he divorced wif my grandma...but our life is still the same,but i still thank god for making my grandma realise that my step-grandpa is useless...

and there's another big trouble come tis year,and it's really bother me,my mum
started to act weird tis year and i know it's because,she have done everything but then nothing is gonna change even if she do something,so maybe she thought she should enjoy life while she can...........i just been stuck by sadness,confussion and emptyness all my life............i felt i wanna die,just die,leave my life 4ever sometimes
but it burden my parents a lot more.

i'm not begging sympathy from people,i just wanna let it go on my own blog,if not,i might going crazy. i really hope i can change my life,bring my mum and my dad get out of their miserable life.
my miserable life makes me grow up more and learn not to waste money but save it,think about the consiquences be4 doing something and now i'm still deeling wif it...trying to find a way how make my heart strong when i felt hopeless without my parents and trying to find a way to get out of my miserable life.....

sob2x.....ada virus computer

sobsob

because of the virus called
trojan,i can't log in any account i have
(friendster and my blog)
for a month!
until now the virus is still become a problem for me and my cousin to log in,luckily my uncle have this new com
but from his workplace and it's for
1 year.........

so i can log in after a month but after the school open,
i think i may not be able to log in....