when can i see u again~

OMG!

2010-11-06T18:13:00.000-07:00

i've changed the layout but owh no!!
but i can't see my previous post for my blog~~

why is this happening~~it's a nightmare~~seriusly~~~owh no~~

please,please,please....bloggy~~don't totture me like this~~my earliar post~~~please appear...abracadabra

p/s : the cat is so CUTE!!!!!

PROM NIGHT BLAST!!!

2010-10-17T01:42:00.000-07:00

last night was a blast!
i knew we couldn't dance(fatma,elaine,me,valen,anet evangeline) at the end of the prom night becoz teachers will be keeping eye on us~
so we just keep on eating everything,owh~~it's delicious n wow~~but unfortunately why must the fried rice tasteless~i think they don't put salt in there~anyway,my friends(valen and anet aurora) including me are running and the seats are all been taken by others ,we ask if there's any seat for us but we couldn't find one~~fatma and elaine already find seats when they arrived..they also helped us but they couldn't find one...~~
we have to seat at vegetarian table~~there's teacher~~i accompany anet to toilet...after a while,valen text me that fiona already helped us to find seats~~and it's enough for 3 people~~then anet aurora have to go back,she can't stay because she is sick and her gastric is bothering her~
so we send anet outside,after tat we go in again and there are tables..it's full of teacher's luckily they are the teachers who doesn't really care we sitting there~~they even asked us to eat a lot~~lol~~
some of the students are singing and edwin from lower six 1,he performed magic tricks(he is actually the mc for that night,his partner is camelia)..it is fun...he performed 3 magic tricks~the las one is the most interesting--he go around that table and he choose this girl name khadtijah~she is from upper six,he gives her the flower..he's talking chinese laguage when he kind of ask something and he passed the microphone 2 the girl,she said huh?then yes..lol~~

well,after that 2 of students came out and sing different chinese song,they both have sweet voice.....then 2 of tudent,kaey yap and khung ting yung came up to the staged and plyed violin,anet evan also sings in kadazan "sinobun pinurubaan" hehe~~~i don't understand what the lyrics are but her vocal was really good,the upper six played charade games,and there's sign language performance~~they are very good and they dress nice also,they played video of teacher's that teach the upper six,the teacher's are wishing them goodluck n goodbye~so sad,then there's this poco2x music are going to be played,teacher bestah start to dance and everybody jion in..fatma elaine me val dance to the music but at first we don't really get so there was alot stepping on other people feet than dancing,after a while we start to get the rhytem~~hehe~~~~~~thanks to teacher bestah!!i supposed his name brings a good luck~~

finally,the announce of the prom queen and prom king!they both are cute.....this boy is from upper six science and the girl is from(not sure) upper six 1~they 've been asked to dance together but it's really funny and at the same it's really sweet,it's like they are innicent..~so sweet!and then the lucky~~well..it all goes well i think even one of my friend go home early than we thought~~but i hope she's fine...
and then there comes the open dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!owh god,fatma n elaine start to pull us asked us to dance(unfortunately other people are busy taking pictures on dance floor tables ...everywhere then we just kind of leeting our free and 4 of us started dance to the music~they played maybe 4 songs--club can't handle me right now from step 3 which is perfect for 4 of us,dynamite by taio cruz,and the other two is urmm can't recall but the beat is really getting us to dance more n more~~then wilson join us to dance......he is so lucky that night...4 of us dance with him with upbeating music~~haha~~we dance till we feeling so exhausted!but it's worth it~~but

PS: we're NOT drunk at all..so who needs alcohol when u know that can dance even without it~no offends n hard feelings i'm just saying~~biyane n kamsahamnida for reading this blog! n i want to thanks all the prom night members especially rowena n chang shu yen for maing it such a memorable night..without u all,we can't have this prom night..

so fun yet so tired..puasa~~

2010-08-13T02:33:00.000-07:00

anybody notice something about my blog??is it getting weird???or scary???
i let u think

lol~~~

well,actually i haven't upload my blog for almost 2 months...and i suddenly remember bout this thing today
i don't have energy right now,i feel sleepy n really tired plus i'm really thirsty but it's all temptation...nevermind.....only 26 days left...i can do tis.....~~~
owh..i i could take pix right now n show u how sleepy i am...u will not believe....

godnesss~i felt asleep a few seconds..gee~i wonder how i look~~~
is my mouth open suddenly or my face stay as usual~~~~

lol~~i think i should drink water..i feel very sleepy u know~~~~~
and my stomach is starting 2 feel the emptyness~~~please fasten the time this puasa month~~~

i hope

2010-07-23T00:12:00.000-07:00

i hope i can achieve my dream
i need it to come true
i need to know the answer
i need to seek that person
i need to change my life
i need my heart to become one again
i need it to be calm and
seek him....
i need to know if he remember me...
my friend told me he remember but love
can happen in many ways
i know he may be in love right now with someone
but can anybody stop this feeling from coming to u
no,u can't
and it doesn't matter if u are a boy or girl
it still comes unexpectedly
i want to be in my fav country even
if something goes wrong
i was wondering the necklace i gave 2 u..can
u recognize me when i grow up??
will u remember me..
i hope u do remember me...
i just need to know the answer
even if the result is good/bad...
then,i'll be ok...
i hope u remember me
i hope i can ask for ur help when
i'm already reach my goal~
do u remember me,do u wear tat necklace??
i hope u do~

i have crazier dream and this is the new one but i'm going for it!

2010-06-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

get in line if u want me~i never thought u would acted like a slut while i was gone,maybe u shouldn't kiss and tell,owh owh!

lol~i'm not try to make a statement with that words..lol~it's just i love her voice(kesha)like quirky but rockz,n chicky..hehe!

and i really goes to the limit where i want to live my life my way..not the like i want to run away from home but i want to live like i dreamed always...i want to work and live at my fav country..if i got in this university even now,i'm taking this seriously!i'm gonna strive smart n hard ...well,i was really into my new dreamed,goals,and these things i want to achieve it!! i was praying to god every day...i was really determined to my new goals ..even my mum support this new dreamed of mine..she was saying i have a lot of crazier dreamed i have told her be4 but she was really into this thing 2..it's not crazy but maybe people will thinkit's impossible but i want it to be possible and my friends told me 2 believe in myself,n i gonna make it~and i fall in love with my fav country ones again!

ok prepare 2 hear it whoever read this~
I WANT TO TAKE TESL AND BECAME A TEACHER(PRIMARY TEACHER/SECONDARY TEACHER) IN KOREA!

they said it's kinda new thing for them to hear it but i was saying i want it so bad...
i want to change my life,i know i can't change the faith,but if i plan early and into it,plus my strong will to keep on going with my plan and my determenation to it,i'm sure,nothing is impossible...and i think it was possible!btw,of course,i'm going for korean language leason.

THIS IS OUTRAGES!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-30T23:04:00.000-07:00

I HAVE 3 PROJECT TO FIN IN 2 WEEKS! 1 PROJECT 2MORROW I NEED TO SEND!1 ESSAY TO SEND OVER 2MORROW!

LET ME TELL YA' ONE MORE TYME~ONE TYME~ONE TYME~LET ME TELL ME YA' ONE TYME~

I HAVE 3 PROJECT TO FIN IN 2 WEEKS! 1 PROJECT 2MORROW I NEED TO SEND!1 ESSAY TO SEND OVER 2MORROW!

owhkay,that's not a relief at all but u know i gotta fininsh that project no matter wat and where i am as long as i got a laptob,newspaper,internet!

hrmmmmm!my folio,i need to buy one,i know this root will make me like this,miserable condition coz of the tension around every form 6 student but honestly i don't wanna be a really moody-fierce person becoz' of tis things on my mind though i know i can be a lil bit crazy coz this matter!HELP ME!wat can i do to not stress myself out! i'm knida like in the mood of not stress for now coz'it's almost school break so it's cool...
but 1 of my friend were really stress out lately,,she was really in no mood that day,everyone was playing this card where who finish first kind of game but this game include a list,a list where u fill up ur name when u finish already.....so some of them kinda helpin,some of them kinda not that kindly to help us....well,i was doing well when i think back,i even happen to find out my last card was a girl's name TIM TIM..i thought it was a boy's name,i was asking all the boys but then i started to feel it's actually opposite and i was right bout it!i was thrilled!i finish and i'm not the last person in the room trying to find someone while my friend is the one in the last place be4 this one boy...she was stress-out so much,she tearing her cards into pieces..

I watch her and i have this knd of vision in my head i stress out of nowhere n' everyone was really stress 2!well,i am trying to not let those visions happen for every day of my life...!is there anyway i can relax n' feel calm

i think it's tyme defiying my studies,i think i try defiying books!

2010-05-21T01:58:00.000-07:00

1st of all,i want u all 2 know,if u ever see me write again,i never write again after that

I never knew it was like this,i want to quit but i want to write more!!!!!!!

I need tyme for my own 2 but unfortunately this form 6 thing is not a piece of cake subject that u can just flip away and "owh right!i can do it 2morrow,besides i need 2 buy things,and that should do it" IT'S A NO!NO!NO!THEY TRY 2 MAKE ME WALKING BUT I SAY NO!NO!NO!
It was like really tough decision 2 make,if u want shortest way,form 6 should be perfect for you,but u have to challenge urself into a new person,a new geek,a new lifestyle,a new challenger,a new attitude,a new discipline
,a new measurement of times u've been spending on books and other things,owhkay that's enough 2 tell but it also depends on u and how u gonna change,if u dun;t change in f6,u will lost ur way unless if u have Photostat memory!wow then u are fine in form 6..fuh!

so i guest i have no tyme 2 write so many bout myr self this year and 2 mention next year(the real thing)..And i'm telling you,i'm not going,u not gonna let me down(i will battle with STPM)!

GOING 2 BATTLE 4 STPM!

SPRIT OF FIGHTING!
FLY~!OPEN UP THE PART OF YOU WANTS TO HIDE AWAY,AND U CAN SHINE!

NOW FIGHT TILL YOU REACH UP,FIGHT NASTY PARASITES IN UR BODY!

the mix of milo n' chocko was never we expected

2010-04-26T07:49:00.000-07:00

we were really really i really mean it really dont expect 2 wake up n' the next thing is there is 2 kitten in pink cage meowing..!!!we were shouting n' saying it's c8,c8..all i can say that tyme is cute..this choko kitten held it's not hand but head towards my fingertips when i almost touch it..it touch my heart..owh but miki is still remembered always...miki,mizz u...

they were really cute and lovely 2 look at..
milo voice more towards like tough sound
and chocko more towards like really sharp sound..hehe..!

aww..they are adorable,aren't they!

o they sleep 4 the first tyme!

i was surprise by the way they sleeping today..heeh!

hehe..they are c8 and precious enough 2 be harsh on them

the train sleeping if milo and chocko!

stupid

2010-04-21T20:28:00.000-07:00

i'm stupid i guest...he wants serious,i'm not!we just like met on fcebook..and for me it's only like not serious becoz i knew he will find other 2....and me too...
but 2 days ago,he drive me crazy..i wanted to end but he will think i'm bad person....
can't it just be like for fun??
so if we find other couple,we not that emosional..
i scared2 be emotional n at the same
i have no one to discuss with that day when he drive me crazy,i almost cry..i don't want it 2 be serious..
only this com will be like friends 2 me...
until blew out n tell him how hard my life is(in short form of coz)
n he said..he living like i'm living 2..so stop it...he knows it hard but he still wants me pay more attention..i know it's stupid but i can't be mean 2 him coz he also have one thing incommon with hard life i have..
but it tears me down when i started 2 pay attention on him,n he was like 'owhkay2x,u change blah2x'
wat was that??stupid!i already told him i'm kinda 0% about wat they called 'LOVE'
is that hard 2 understand??
i'm kinda rebellous...i don't have tyme to pay attention on him when i'm with my mum..my mum needs love from me 2..is it hard for him 2 understand....i don't want someone like that..this is why i don't want to be in love,they don't get it....my dream boy in 1b..i still felt sparkle for him...i wish he was the one wif me

i'm kinda "don't know what 2 do"

2010-04-18T18:34:00.000-07:00

well,should i not accept n' should i accept coz i like the other in 1b..he's like the dream boy of mine but the other one,i scared i will onlyu make him a as a replacement 4 the guy in 1b..is this right desicion??accept him??
what about the guy in 1b??be4 i even try to get his phone number i already give up on him and accept other//hrmm..

gay much....

2010-04-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

Brideshead revisited

-a story about forbiden love
this tymes it's different..it's not because of both faily agaisnt it but the brothers of the girl,sebastian is a gay n he likes his best friend charles.......

so sad..it's a sad story although it's a lil bit story about normal guy and a gay and a girl...it starts with boring story but after the halfway then the gay guy started 2 show his emotions..the sad moment is the gay guy have a terrible lung disease which his lungs actually full with fluid/liquid n he can't walk in such long distance..

thinking bout u,am i'm love wif someone i never talk 2///

2010-04-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

~comparison are easily done once have a chacnce
~like the apple hanging from a tree
~i pick ripest one,i still got the seed
~u set me on,where do i grow??
i'm thinking bout him but i don't want to be over him,scared he brke my heart that already sealed by unhealed wound...

i want edgy or glam rock style..thinking bout it..

Draw,Draw,Draw

2010-04-06T07:55:00.000-07:00

i've made 3 painting for two days..well,simple one of course..hrmm

felt these painting might be something i can do when i'm bored..he3x

never thought i've come back 2 painting after all this tyme..

i used 2 draw or paint when i'm feeling down/bored

but it fade away as i goes 2 form 4...some people thinks feelings can't be show by the painting itself
but i think it can actually..either u sad,happy,or broken...

sad-dark colors
happy-light color
broken-dark color n mix of pettern(round,solid colors) 2 show the unfixable or broken

hehe i guest painting is common for some people 2 let their emotion out.........

                                 i love this smiley..hehe...they are cute,u can do lots different
                               smiley ..love the pink one...but why is the pink is the bad one lol
                         doesn't it supposed to be red one..n the pink have teeth same as me..haha

                                         picasso painting! lol..while i was surfing for paintings
                                  in ggogle..i fell in love with this painting..it's picasso's painting
         this paintings looks very sharp and tidy..it's simple and focus on this girl..n the color is very                                      attractive..picasso is very creative!

wish my hometown were snowing like this(below)...temperature is hot in here!

wish my old days were all laughter

2010-03-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

well..we go to the park last 2 days and i wish i were a kid to play that

n suddenly when i editing this photos,i gonna remember my moment with this beloved in my heart

hehe...2 evryone : live life with sweet memories even if it's not long..even if it's just 5 minutes.........

to all those person in this picture : i love u all..thanks and thanks for the support u gave me

i hope we could meet again as u know after july..we are going to study in university

i know maybe sometymes we have rough tymes n i'm sorry 4 that

but i want to u to know..

i really love u all...

i was really greatful to have someone

who is supporting even if

it's hard sometymes...

i love my cousins..they are like my own sister

n nicko..he should be the liltle brother but he's so tall!

lol..but it doesn't matter..i love them all....

they are the sweetest things i have in my life

no matter where i am,they are in my heart..

raining,owh baby it's rainy day

2010-03-28T22:52:00.000-07:00

bad connection!this is wat i hate!

i was enjoying my tyme with surf the internet!
but suddenly the connection becomes slower..ouffff!
=o=

why??
owh..anyway..the drums sounds coming from my stomach is getting louder n i have to eat....

i get hungry faster afater the PLKN thing..

ermm...yummy isb't it?????

wish i could eat those right now..!owh..pizza special delivery

ermmmmmmmmmmmmm....yummylicious

i add the chatbox

2010-03-28T21:49:00.000-07:00

lol..but it's kinda funny..i just add it for a while..haha...bowing maw cri len..so

i just this simple chatbox...hehe

IT WAS SO TRUE!

2010-03-27T21:17:00.001-07:00

well,i read it while i was actually checking my yahoo mail..
and i saw this article '13 things your hairstylist won't tell you'
and it's all true...

it was true..no hairstyleist will tell this 13 things 2 you when u are doing ur hair,when u explain what u want,
n after he done with our hair...lol..
1 out of this 13 things actually caught my attention coz it actually happens 2 me..
No.10:i actually told that hairstylist to cut like did last time but she cut it into thinest and boyish hairstylist i ever seen..i'm so mad and after 3 days ..i just go and perm and act don't know to my hairstyle..!huhue..i hope my hair grow back and my hair doesn't screwed up again after this...

1. I'm a beautician, not a magician. I can give you Gisele Bündchen's haircut, but I can't give you her face.

2. Come at least five minutes early. If you're running late, please call ahead. Show me some basic respect. This is a business, not fun and games.

3. Don't ask me to "squeeze" you in when I'm already booked. I'd be taking time and effort away from other clients. You wouldn't like being treated that way.

4. Hairdresser school does not teach about counter transference, projection, negative reinforcement, or personality disorders. If you're looking for a therapist, all I have is a tail comb and an opinion.

Think be4 go to salon..the hairstylist might be saying yes2x and yes but she will be confuse..so maybe if u have the picture of hairstyle u want..u can cut it and show 2 the hairstylist..ohoho..or maybe u have the pic of ur old hair that u want cut it again just like that..bring the photo!hehe

IT WAS SO TRUE!

2010-03-27T21:10:00.000-07:00

gyahahahahaah!kittys!i'm crazy

2010-03-25T23:53:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't read ila's blog yesterday so take a look 2day..and she added new post...and it really a great i mean totally and i really mean TOTALLY TERRIFIC NEWS!

i could have scream when i read it but luckly my mum is sleeping..if she's not here...i might as well open the front door and shout ila has brought new cats!!!!

i name it blacku
but then i remember i haven't know the gender yet...!

i try to think of better name although i just suddenly thought of its name

sounds like japanese name(blacku)
and hikushi
all that pops out inmy head is japan's name..
hrmmm....am i watching 2 much much of japan's anime???

and korean 2
ku min hi,ki min ju,hi yeo ku it pops out of my head suddenly...wat's wrong with me??

mexican 2
ferhikudo,marhita,

watevr...as long as i don't name it 'um'....

Agggrrrhhh

2010-03-22T20:02:00.000-07:00

Future...u will never know about future..

there's intake in april but i'm really confused with wat i want to take when i'm in uni....

engineer,mass com(my mum said it's fun but the paid is not really u can enjoy with),hrmm,interpriners n' french cise(maybe the spelling is wrong)

and there's one thing while i busy trying 2 which one i want or good 4 me
the clock is ticking,the time is not gonna wait wait 4 me.....
i don't apply apply 4 march....but how april??may???july???
if it's 2 soon..could i take it or maybe it's too l8..
some of the universitys have the intakes on may
some of them only have on april/july
or march/july....

i hope i could decide faster or i have to enter form 6/finish form 6.......
i want stairght 2 uni but my mum say it's better if i wait while i take form 6

i don't know if it's better idea....hrmm...what u guys think???

i mizz everyone i know..leaving my country behind 2 achieve 2 better living style/my dreams..
can i survive in another country without knowing anyone.....
this path leads me 2 where i will grow become wat i supposed 2 be...
n i wonder if i can live better than today
i hope wat i learn can be used when i find jobs which can support me n family
this path will teach 2 live without 'rents
wether it's cold...it's hot...it's burning....it's challenging......fall 2 the ground
stand up back.....
can i break through........
i was hoping i can find a way out of troubles when i get there...

i want 2 study 2 london coz i have relative there but the living cost must be high...
so i cancelled that plan.........

I OPENED UP ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE..btw maybe who read this think i'm stupid n crazy

2010-03-21T20:27:00.000-07:00

it's a no fairytales
maybe who read think i'm stupid
or think love life is a secret
but i'm bored of keeping it
keeping it away from my mom and dad.....
i do have feelings but it's not that strong feeling towards love....
maybe i'm stupid,maybe it's stupid.

at first..it was just a playgame 4 me
i took someone n dump him
becoz i don't feel like i want to be in loved
but i've broken up 2....
i see my mum with her bf(she's divorce)
she's is broken up...she needs fix
and it's so sad when she tell..
iqa,don't be in loved,,mens are useless,they just hurts
the girls out there..u see wat happens
2 me...but don't she think..i'm growing up..i have feelings like
other people 2....sometymes when i'm in loved i think bout her,
she must be broken up if she knew i was in loved so i just shut my love life
just like that
and be4 i knew it...all the love is turns 2 ashes no matter who i in love with
if he likes me then he don't like me..i just shut it off,,if don't like the person,i shut it off
if i like the person...i just shut it off coz i know he loves someone else..
so i'm like a robot when it comes 2 love,i hurt and the memory just slip away..and i replace it with anotherr memory of me n my family..
keep going on......

i never felt love in my heart..it's not that i ever hurt or wat
but it's naturally comes and suddenly the sparkle of love is gone
i don't know if i've been bad girl or wat..
but maybe god trying 2 not let me in loved coz if i'm in
maybe i'll be the broken hearted girl....
once i felt it and the scars are still there....

don't know if i'm a stupid girl..all
i know is my love life is complicated
and when i'm in love,nothing goods came from it...

so wat is love???
maybe 2 those who in loved thinks love is sweet
but 2 me it brings bitterness,sometymes sweetness,confussion,tears and colours...

i'm not good in this love maze but i'm just always the girl who felt in love but i just
give up my love......tell ne why???ain't nothing but a heartache.....

love always bring me bad tymes so far
and when touch the love,it leave me
alone darkness forever..it keep coming but it always end
with thebroken glass

i seek my own self ,i try 2 figure wat is left
when i see wat left 4 me,i step out of
love.....i just so fed thinking be in loved
it's like freedom i searching for

it's hard for me to not care about it
i keep this secret form my 'rents
it's 2 hard when ur 'rents think u are
a little who is clean,who
is never be in loved,who is never have feeling towards

owh!my world is crashing down on me
please save me n take me away from this
situation owh god..
people think i'm stupid,people talk 2 me
i know nothing about love..tha's why i always
broken up by my love

i see this shadows of me,it walks alone with it's head down..
maybe i'm stupid,maybe i'm not ready 2 be in love
17 is hard 4 me..secret all in me
try break 2 free from myself..
all i can i do is watching
i'm sick of all my llife
owh god..please save me

no,i don't want another emotional breakdown

p/s:BTW..i'm not gonna kill myself becoz of love..
i appreciate my life that is been given 2 me...

CONFUSED

2010-03-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

how u feel 2wards me??
was it hate or different??
are u sure wat u feel??
u give 2 anybody

this heart bleeding when
the words came out of your mouth
is this a game where
involve a girl's heart

ashamed coz thinking u are the person
another story came up..
can i stop this feeling or should in flow like water and
never come back......

i started 2 feel comfortable
when we chat 2gether...
but it's all dream..i wake up
2 see wat is fall apart get back 2 pieces
when almost night but
it is at it's weakest point
2 get back 2 pieces...

can i walk n' live the way i want 2
when i live in confussion...
should i settle this once n for all
or this matter stuck in my head
but keep my life going ont??

it's your choice...
can i make my choices so fast but
i do know you can make the choices
u can do more fast 2 choose what u have 2
shall u feel sorry,regret,disgusted,or akward..

maybe this shell is not strong enough
it breaks..no one ever really understood it's feeling very well
so it's makes a new it shell...it happen all years
so it makes new shells every year..
could it still hold on....
no one could bear 2 suffers every year becoz of problems they have

sometymes crazy people are the best
of all.....but i'm not until crazy limits
could u break away by confussion??
the answers where evryone will know...

so how much this gonna takes form
eveyone...it's a lot...the tension is in the air
we draw sumthing where the visions are clear
at last some people regret it,some people confuse,some people
love it,some people just make it positive..some people are
forced to remember or forget it...

answer is wat we looking for every day of our life...

should i keep this short memory in ur head or leave it.....

this short memory..how would u described it??

in the end,i just smile and hoping 4 the best while hearts are bleeding
could i make up the pieces and make it clear without red marks
could i break away,
i torn inside but i just make my self harder
can't u see this bleeds and dying
hopes n wishes mix and i'm scared,
i'm alone,i'm in dark...don't u know...now no one
could have see it ...i just harden myself..this red marks everywhere
i just make it invisible...
i smile,my hearts happy,sad but wat could i do...it's not gonna come back
n leaving me in confussion....

LOL..Interview oleh mizz aqilah..model nya iqa..kunu...

2010-03-12T02:35:00.000-08:00

Sponser by:own our own..
clothes:owned
make-up:ila n me
accesories..:owned

everything was sponser by own our own..so there no spending budget!hehe!

Pink-ILA
Blue-ME(IQA)
So Iqa! You're back! How're you feeling?
HAPPY OF COURSE AND THANKFUL...it's good to sleep in your own bed and see all the faces that u know and recognize like my mum and dad..my cousins,my friends and the cats of course.

Eh! Jap! Ko pun sedang makan ice-cream?
Eh EH!sma lgi 2 perisa kita...Kaw curi ice-cream 2 dri akue???nie nda blh jdi nie..perang ice-cream!
ui sot! mumy aku yg beli ne!
huh?!kaw ingat akue pecaya..kembalikan kudrat kue!

Ha? Apa tu kudrat?? @_@
kenapa kaw tanya akue??akue puwn nda taw...!
Ish! Ko ne! Bha sambung balik interview!
ai..sejuknya...bilik interview kono sejuk...hehe....

What do you think about PLKN and Negeri Sembilan??
Well,i think PLKN is great for making ourselves independent..teach us about our own decision,how u tolerate with others,it's more towards choosing your own life n teach you to be an independent person and always be honest. Negeri Sembilan is actually a some a sort of village, or suburb, not a town and most of their home is still the same as in the Zaman Kesultanan Melayu Melaka.. Most of them really have deep information about their religion..You can say they are religious people. It's not really hot outside my camp but sometimes the hotness is like biting u all over.

Wah, panjangnya jawapan! Sebentar ya saudari, saya pergi cuci gelas dahulu.
bha,saya setia menunggu di kerusi biru ini....

Itu adalah kerusi putih!
owh...nampaknya,saya gagal utk mengambil test driving lesson kalau begini...mengapa begini??adakah begini??

Begitulah~ (Indonesian accent) Baiklah! Mari kita teruskan. Ada tempat-tempat menarik di sana yang sempat anda kunjungi?
ada jga ya...guwe rasa tempat itu adalah tempat orang OKU ya...emangnya kasihan skali mereka... kebanyakannya nggak da ibu / bapa...nama tempat itu kalo guwe ngga silap PEMULIHAN DALAM KOMUNITI....ehehe.... selain itu,ada jga tempat2x yg menarik....seperti planetrium.tempat itu khasnya utk menonton animated 3D..banyak senario pendek yang dipaparkan tetapi dapat menarik minat kami semua...first,di skrin dipaparkan 3D..kemudian..kami disuruh mendongakkan kepala atau baring untuk menonton animasi 3D yang membuatkan kita berasa seperti travelling di angkasa..punya syiok...macam dongo kami tinguk atas 2...!hehe

Sounds fun! So did you make any new friends?
yes i did, apparently.There is one girl I'm very close with(semenanjung girl). Her name is Sumayyah. Dhe's the one who approach me in class for the first time. She just suddenly laughed and said to me "Hey! Join my group~". I didn't want to group with them. I was scared and she laughed again. I started to think, You don't know me. And nana,zurin,nisha,DK,jasmine..and lots of them..rozy,magert,kitty,carol...so many i guess...

That's good. And, um, any cute guys?? Hehehe
owh..why why why? Of all questions! Um..hi,um(dlm alice in wonderland)red queen big head! cut of their head!!(if she angry,all of her face become red) for me,there is none..all of them have nice hair ..smart hair at the first but after they shaved their hair off..OMG,they look simple...and funny..like the Einstein head that move up and down..so, nope..none at all....

Ish! Jangan ko tipu bha!
astagay,cat mka kaw pakai warna merah..biar kaw jadi ratu merah...

Ko ne, bagus2 Red Queen tu si Aiyn! Again, jan ko tipu bha~~~~ hehehe
ai..bukan kaw kah 2 mula2x..eh eh salah ya aiyn 2..kaw yang dragon 2 yg pandai kembang kempis kepala dya.....aiyn red queen,ila dragon,akue sie hatter lah..ahaha..na maw jdi white queen,maw buka pintu puwn pusing2x,...

Hatter ta*k ko! Napa ko x jawab tu?? Ketara la menipu~~~ hahahhaha
aitz na..malas akue maw jawab..terserah lah apa yang semue fikir...aiman(aiqa) tak kesa...hmmm...biarlah rahsia.....i takde sesiape...haha..betul puwn ejaan nye..

Sukehati awak la, Sapika. Hehe Don't you miss your friends and PLKN?
haha,watever le lal*t(loghat KL) definitely i do but I sure don't wanna get there for the second time.. :p.... I do miss my friends but nevermind..I'll fly to KL to meet them(like i got that much money) [laughs]

I see. So, your body are slightly toned, now. Do you love your new bod?
Ooh la la..I love it...It is definitely my dream to make my body toned but now I almost get what I want, the first stage to the second stage,hey hey!i'm not fat albert!

Your new bod sure is nice! Last but not least, any words for people who are about to attend the next series of PLKN??
owh..i'm gonna tell them ..be strong and don't make anything that would make yourself go into the flame! But i gotta tell u something,PLKN is really fun and u can make a difference from there..Remember, you'll be accompanied by a very beautiful tough lady....[laughs]

Right! Okay then! Thanks for being with us (which means me and the laptop) today.
My pleasure !!!thanks 4 inviting me and my wrist band to your house(can we call it house)..[Laughs] See u next time!

See you! Bha! Sana kau!
ah teda!akue di bangku!akue dengar tue...!

Ish! Sana dulu! Nanti baru ko tinguk hasilnya. Jeng3!
ah!nasib akue maw pi tandas juga.~ehem,merah muka~

Tyme lum apa2x laie..bju besa..mekap puwn light...Be4 make-up

IQA OLDIES...SOMEHOW I ENDED UP SHOT MYSELF AND THIS OLDIES TITLE POPS OUT OF Y HEAD
AND BELOW IS USUAL PIC....HEHE..

BACK FROM PLKN!WOO HOO!

2010-03-10T16:55:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM PLKN!

FIRST I WANNA SAY BOUT PLKN,IT'S NOT THAT BAD FROM MY EXPERIENCE EXCEWPT FOR THE WIRAJAYA,U HAVE 2 CARRY A REALLY BIG BAG N HEAVY...AND U GO IN THE JUNGLE,FIND SOME PLACES,FIND PEOPLE..SURVIVORS FROM PLANE CRASH(IT'S A SENARIO..NOT REAL)..AND WAKE UP AT 4.30 IN MORNING AND SLEEP IN 12.00 MIDNIGHT ....THAT'S TORTURING EVERY INCH OF MY SOUL!...LOL.ANYWAY,I DON'T HAVE MUCH 2 SAY BOUT PLKN IN MY BLOG ACTUALLY....I JUST WANNA SAY IN PLKN..U ARE LIKE FAMILY WIF ALL THE TRAINERS...

i lost my curl there..half of hair is sort of straight n half is curl...i hope my hair straight back as soon as possible..going to re-do my hair or straight it......

look at thesee stars..they have perfect hair
miley,taylor swift,hillary duff,selena,taylor momsen,taylor orianthi...

CAn U See ThOsE HaIr WaS So PrEtTy!..huhue!

i wish i don't cut my hair be4 going 4 PLKN...maybe aliltle but owh my god..that

girl has destroty my hair n in the end i have 2 curl my hair even if it's damege n my curl is destroy already..

i thinking of going out but my condition wouldn't let me go out..so i'm just gonna sit in my house until it's getting better and better..fuhhh!!!now i have 2 go..going 2 take my SPM results....

i hipe my skin back 2 normal ASAP!

nowyn mulan!

2009-12-27T00:49:00.000-08:00

MULAN:hey!wat are u searching nowy!i wanna search 2
NOWY:i'm not searching..i'm trying to cover my poo with sand of course...!
MULAN:WHAT!the poo is not there!Baka~!

MULAN:come on...i'll show u where the poop is!come nowy!

NOWY:wait!okay maybe it's here...coz i smell sumthing..well,almost like the poop!it must be here!owh..there's a food also!food and poop!better eat while the food still fresh!hoho!

MULAN:owh no...food again

NOWY:hrmmmm...the smeel...but where is the poop!

NOWY:find it2x!owh no....must fight my eating appetiate

NOwy:owh darn...no poop here!i better eat the food later...going 4 walk first

Morning days...

2009-12-27T00:26:00.000-08:00

....i was really sleepy...n suddenly i woke up ...
guest wat??the frist thing is the toilet came cross my mind...well
maybe it sounds weird i tell this in my blog...lol...but i just wanna post this morning story..lol...
nothing to do wif anything
but i was actually reading USAMI MAKI-ROMANTIS BAS DI MUSIM BUNGA
so i really reallly feel that story is so not gonna happen in reality and i was like babbling 2 myself n keep on reading until the story is finish..and after that i realize i was actually in toilet....!
hrmmm...is it the comic makes us forget where we are???

after that...i go 2 sleep again..sleep and sleep ....woke up...i see the clock ..still early 9 a.m...so i read the comic...KIM SEO HYUNG-BUAH ......

anyway...that is morning story..lol.....
tda2x juwa nie bhaw!

I DO'S IN HOLIDAY

2009-12-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

well,apparently this holiday..... i spend my tyme on computer surfing the internet n
play games on my mobile.....lol!
arghh!
the PLKN thing is very upsetting me.....i really happy if i could find any part-tyme job after SPM over but
when i knew that i have wrapped all my things up and bring it fly with me....it really break my heart...
hopefully i don't get sick while i'm there and of course forever...lol..AMIN......

anyway,these holiday i spend my tyme on surfing internet..checking n reply all comments from my friend/someone who just add me ...lol in facebook....hrmm..playing glamour age,fashion wars, n sorority life..
well,i'm addicted 2 the games......

hrmmm...i also find themes n games for my mobile phone sothat i don't get bored when i'm in PLKN....hopefully the game i download from laptob gonna last longer like u know...i can play all sort of games in my phone while i'm there.......

err...watching DVD.....well...i thinking 2 have fun while i have tyme be4 going 2 PLKN...

hmmm....i planning 2 buy things also 4 the PLKN like sunblock.. :3 ermm wat else.....lotion,face wash..
it's for protecting me from the sun..at least for the whole 3 month/2 month and a half.....

whitening my teeth.. it's hard 2 get myself a proper care while i have 2 eat 6 tymes in 1day
+ get myself under the sun and sweats a lot,that's not gonna be fun...if i can do something stupid while in there...i'm gonna cry every night or shout(tuck my face 2 pillow) every night.....and probably escape from there but unfortunately..if i escape,situation gonna be tough on me......

I treat myself for a new handbags n purse that i thought 2 tymes be4 buying...luckly the price reasonable...
:)
n taking my driving lesson..but i can only take until 3rd stage then after the PLKN is over then i go to the 4th stage...lol
i still in contact wif some of my friends dow. :)
lol....and i i'm really appreciate 2 those friends who have support me and remember me even after school
is over......... :) n trully miss my old friend,Salina..n i'm gonna miss my family when i'm in PLKN...huhu!

B-day BLAST!

2009-12-12T08:47:00.000-08:00

okay yesterday is my B-day!
and i'm so happy that i celebrate in 1b and my dad,aunt irene,mu cuzzie n ain!i invited
april but she can't come coz i sent the message when her dad already took off!SORRY EPAL!
but i promise her 4 next tyme,we'll gonna have a blast together wif my cuzzie n ain..!
we didn't have a chance 4 taking pic coz all we thinking is bout fun,fun,and fun!

1st place we go is pizza hut:
my dad,aunt irene,cuzzies n ain..most importantly the B-day girl..hehe :P

we having the set meal 6 + cheese rice
set meal 6:1 large pizza n 1 regular pizza
6 drinks(cola)...6 mushroom soups
cheese rice:1 drink(cola),1 mushroom soup
1 bowl of cheese rice

we were having fun aunt irene told us bout her contactlenses..
we were all like never seen contactlenses be4 when she showing her eyes to us..when she open her eyes widely..we were all said this words repeatedly .."ada,ada,ya ada,ada"
then there's one part when my dad said after we eat,laugh and share so we just burst into laugh....
be4 that we saying okay bha mari laugh..and we just laugh!
haha!everybody's looking at us coz we suddenly burst into laugh..well,it's still fun!

2nd place 2 go:
movie of course...
we watch zombieland,it's hillarious and the funny part is..there's a couple beside us so i think they choose the seats coz they thought there's no one gonna take the seats...apparently they wrong..they have the extra 4 audience beside them which is us and we kinda just burst into laugh when funny part came..they kinda distract n we trying not 2 distract them so we squeeze in 3 seats(we rise up the thing at seats where we put the drinks) haha!..stupid thing but fun................!we have so much fun a blast day so they will u know have a priv8 talk or sumthing...

3nd place 2 go:
BOWLING..
here's my motto when playing it.....we don't have 2 get high marks among all our friends,we not profesional,n if we or our friend got high marks of all,it's her luck or she good at it but there's no point 2 let urself down wif bowling..it's like so fun..maybe imagine someone u h8 then throw the ball..when just hit not in the centre,just cheer up like us 4...when u strike,hug ur girls,it's meaningful....u will cheerish the moment!have fun not compete!dun blame urself when u got low point..that's gonna sucks!any way..i just having laughter while playing it same as ila,ain and ifa...we cheerish the moment....

and those ila and ain such sneaky..when i and ifa got back from the toilet,wee see our name been mix by our ex...haha..very funny ila n ain...i and ifa just dropped our mouth and start 2 why u two...n i ask ain why..ainn said ila..and ila said ain agreed and i was like owh u two!..both of u are wrong!..same as ifa..haha...ifa like wat..why...!ila bha!kmu nie!
napa...just wait haha!

anyway,we playing great!fun and the score,i'm not looking 2 much bout the score..i just want to play!

4RD PLACE:
F.O.S
ain buy,ila n ifa buy.....i'm not
i'm thinking other place like d&m.

5th place:
d&m..i'm buying bags n cloth...i saw this bag when i just looking at bags in d&m,then ifa ask my opinion on the bags in the store which is opposite the d&m store...i give her opinion and i ask her opinion on the bag i saw..so she said it's beautiful but the problem is we both love that bag......but i thinking if there's another bag that i like so i just buy the other,and i found it!there's mashimaro hannging on the bag but another problem is ifa likes that bag 2..that means both of us like the other bag..so i made the suggestion on how bout i pay 4 the both bags so ifa pay me later..but we share the bag..so maybe it's fair i guest.....

6th place:home...
fuh!!!!so tired!!!!!!!!!!!

1 tragedy happen:ain gone missing...we forgot ain's hp out of bat so we decide 2 go 2 other shop and after that,we call her but :P when ila said ain's bat out bat..we start looking 4 her..i and ifa stops at d&m ......hehe...but ain totally fine..no worries...ain bhaw 2..go ain2x!..haha!

ALL I CAN DO IS PRETEND

2009-11-07T22:49:00.000-08:00

wat can i do???
i'm a girl
and i'm not purrfect anyway...
no one is puurrfect
sometimes the mistakes comes right 2 u.....

when u do something suddenly
it became ur mistakes or
the situation seems like wanna blame u all the tyme
Every human being have feel wat i feel
wat can u do except do something or just wait 4 things 2 settle down....

And somehow other things doesn't settle down as u wish...
if u can do something without every situation judge u 2 be the wrong one always
that will make ur life easier...
Wat do u feel when u live in such situation where the condition
thinks u are the blame 4 all u have done in just 1 minute be4....

And u expect everyone to believe ur not mean that way..
but they don't....why u don't feel sorry 4 urself ..just being happy
but others feel sorry 4 themself 4 wat they conclude wat u have done is their biggest and awful memory
and they don't realize people still support themand keep blaming u...
so wat is fair in life then???

They think that's not fair....
so they want others not to be fair...
if that's wat they want....in the end...they will crush....
maybe both or them.....
they pretend bt they blaming u ..
some people get over it but some people just don't want to let go even if they move foward....
and the others already move foward even if they actually just except somewhere somehow maybe they have gone into wrong path...........
this world never ends wif human blame human
human hurting human
human makes mistakes until the world is no loger be seen in space.....

they keep pretending,going on with ancious feel,dignity gone,anger,lonely,sadness,blaming..
and then all humans start 2 pretends everything...
HUMANS....

SPM n COMPUTER

2009-11-07T22:21:00.000-08:00

computer:
i have 2 say i'm very addicted 2 com... :p
can't stop playing it....

SPM:
study but i stopped when i accidently just turn on the computer and play with it...
arghhh...!!!!!why????
bad computer..it's attracting me...

AFTER SPM:
My mum told me she gonna sent me 2 take my driving lessons
After all done then she'll look 4 medium-size car 4 me so i don't feel pressures when i ride it on real road... :D
Smart mum...me myself request 4 medium-size car coz i think i could drive in comfort if i start with small car...

labtop: well,not so soon...maybe be4 i go uni so maybe i have 2 wait for a couple moths 2 get it,i trust my mum she'll buy it even if she doesn't mentioned about it coz she says it important 4 me 2 have laptob... so i can handle the assignments(uni thing) and in contact with her(i have cell phone..i could contact her wif that..owh god,she always sees me like a little girl,couldn't blame her anyway)...hehe...... :3

CRAVINGS OWH CRAVINGS

2009-10-25T01:54:00.000-07:00

i wanna i wanna i wanna
I.Black skinny jean(black but jean materials)
II.crumpled skinny jean(blue/purple/black/)
1 and 2 almost the same...maybe i wouldn't buy no.1 if i found no.2 in black color of course
or if i found no.1 and i don't have to buy no.in black color.......aha...yup..that's my mission 4 this month
III.cloth(maybe it's gonna be next month focus)
it's so hard 2 choose between jeans n cloth
IV.wedges
V.heels
VI.New bag please(i think i'm gonna focus it on the next moth 2...
VII.black/white vest

i have 2 use my own money and that's really hard becoz i'm still a student
so teenagers..be grateful if u get ur fave cloths from ur parents

The Peter Conelly Story

2009-10-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

This story is really heart breaking.....

Baby P was really adorable but the one who supposed to take care of Baby P is part of the crime.....

I really hope humans know they responsibility towards the one they love

except if they commit crime on you,u should let them be punish so they realize they are hurting u...

Baby P was tortured every single day by his stepfather....until his last breath in hospital...That stepfather of Baby P acting really nasty towards his stepson.....even animals can take care of their of their own family....
Even bears knows how to protect it's child...or the crocodile or snake.......

I watch this video on facebook:
http://media.causes.com/564357

isn't he is adorable......but however he just live only 4 1 year because of being tortured.....

"What the doctor doesn't know was Peter had broken ribs and broken back pralysing hin from the waist down"

"the broken back occured when Peter's stepfather was playing wif him,then a loud crack was heard throughout the house.Peter then let out a gut wrenching scream"

"His stepfather has snapped his spine into two"

"The last picture of Peter should be taken wif happy face but instead a scared child whose face has been smeared wif chocolate to hide his injuries"

"August 3rd 2007...Peter was crying in his cot becoz he had been in urine and feces for days"

"his stepfather came in and said "I'll sort it" He went into the room and slammed the door shut Then Peter went silent"

"Peter was punched hard until he swallowed his bottom teeth..It later found in his stomach"

"11.35 am,Peter's mother called ambulance..Peter was founded in blood splattered cot"

"Peter was taken to hospital but he had already gone to heaven"

"Peter had bleeding on his spine for 48 hours old"

"He had blackened fingers and toenails"

"One finger was missing a nail n the skin had been stripped"

"he had broken ribs that is 1-2 weeks old,skin was missing from the top of his tongue and lips caused by blow.The skin between his upper lips n gum was torn an his tooth has been knocked out"
"All of Peter's cloth were found wif blood on them'

"Peter's mother,stepfather and a second man that was living in the house of Jason Owen were arrested for Peter's murdered"

"It is believed that Peter's stepfather had filmed his tortured of Peter on cell phones which he buried in Epping Forest,East London"

AGNES MONICA HAS BEEN RAPED BY HER 2 BODYGUARD AND HER DANCERS(9)

2009-10-25T00:34:00.000-07:00

Actually,i heard it last 2 weeks from my mama......it was a very shocking news...
She also told me that Agnes Monica has been locked in her own room and every single day,she was raped by her bodyguards and dancers...but the she manage to get herself away.....poor her!!!!!!!!
After she was found,she has been charged into mental hospital,it was really horrible,11 people raped her....it was awful....i was really feel sorry 4 her,i hope she doesn't have to go through all of that again...

That's why she loses so much weight.......

http://mahkotaradio.co.cc/web_images/agnes-monica.jpg
http://informasiselebriti.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/10/agnes_monica.jpg
NOW COMPARE
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http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_cT4TZs_YGOc/Sdgy9vABykI/AAAAAAAABI8/Bvtf7Um2PkQ/s400/Agnes+Monica+1.jpg
http://entertainment.kompas.com/data/photo/2009/04/25/4d25cee21d1c7046026eea16a0e4587f400x280.JPG

NOW COMPARE

I hope if this issue true the people who played part of the crime to Agnes will deserve bad punishment,it's about a women/girl dignity and life!

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http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H0F_h4RqC5I/SLZCvrnLZbI/AAAAAAAAAho/jpQ9EVRfhOs/s320/Agnes+Monica+-+Tak+Ada+Logika.jpg
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_cT4TZs_YGOc/Sdgy9vABykI/AAAAAAAABI8/Bvtf7Um2PkQ/s400/Agnes+Monica+1.jpg

Evacuate the dance floor

2009-10-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

:) Bulletproof By La Roux! :)

2009-10-17T08:51:00.000-07:00

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I've tried to send
My information's just not goin in
Burning bridges, shore to shore
I break away from something more
I'm not to, not to love until it's cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

Chorus
This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)

I won't let you turn around,
I'll tell you now, I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead
Do do do your dirty worst
Come out to play when you are hurt
There's certain things that should be
Left unsaid
Tick tick tick tick on the watch
Life's too short for me to stop
Oh baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now, I'm much too proud
All you do is fill be up with doubt

Chorus
This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)

This time, I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)

Chorus
This time baby
I'll be Bulletproof
(repeat)
This time baby, this time baby
This time baby, this time
This time baby, this time baby
Bulletproof

My comment is:HER HAIR XP !!!i wish i can call

a new hairdresser 4 her,i would cry if i were in her shoes...

anyway..her song was fun...

Mum Go To Kinarut

2009-10-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

She's going to be one of "prefect" that will be sent to watch the students while PMR is going on....

so

1. i staying at teacher's house now
2. i was actually can feel how to get my own room XD

3. i'm so bad,mengintu internet teacher but only a while.. "_"
4. not sure if i can go back to my dad's place... :(
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anyway,just update this only becoz she also using this com... :p

anyway,i want to just go off to somewhere where is relaxing like pulau sipadan or any beaches..huhu

i also want to shopping.. a bit...

i need lil fat...huhu :(

i want miracle happen to my complicated life

i want to meet my aunt and uncle in oxford shire,london...huhu... :( miss them so much!

2009-10-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

As i promise last week,i'm going 2 upload those pixs in sandakan....

This syahmi...cute kn???we thought his name is sami at 1st becoz my dad told me that his is sami...ih,my dad nie,he likes 2 joke...this is kak wati's son ,that means he is belong 2 da one n only kak wati n her husband
i feel kinda guilty becoz i forgot 2 slam her husband...i'm kinda hurry when i'm going back so he is actually standing outside the house but somehow i don't know why i didn't notice him....he must feels bad..maybe he asking2 himself,am i that invinsible...arghhh....!!!why i'm so blind???

These 2 is my cousin's son,the upper image(his name is danish),well my 1st impression,i think he is so adorable and white,white is becoz i look at my cuzzie n he is tan,his wife 2 but he is white n so cute!!!then,second impression is danish,kinda similiar 2 vanish,anyway,i just think he is cute

The lower image(his name is Daniel)chubby kn....anyway,his style is really rock..haha,his hair kinda spiky like hs dad one's,doesn't speak much,the 1st word he says in sandakan is "kenapa??" cute....n he says nothing again,maybe he shy,i thought he can't speak yet when he says nothing from day 2 night but i see his size no way he can't speak yet,and he can speak actually.. :3

this is santibon,actually i confuse wif their names becoz of their fur,one of those cats also have fur like that,but it's names is satiid....there's only one way 2 recognize them is their nose.....but i still confuse sometimes...huhu :(

santiid and santiga,that's santiid,see the differents between santibon,and santiga,the blu tiga....i feel strange becoz cats in kampung is more healthy thatn the city cat... :o

Kittens....i don't know their names but they never been out while i stay in sandakan..they were keep in cage,i think their parents is the blackwhite cat and kucil

This cat is cute,adorable and needs a good care also a human's love,he is really a good cat...unfortunately,it is blind on the left side of it's eye,it is also 'rabun' on the right side if it's eye....... :( but it's have strong wills,it plays wif the cats n still continue play even if it's knock on anything like people's leg,he accidently knock onto my feet while playing wif cats....so i think people who is blind out there should have wills just like this cat....

This is kucil,if i'm not mistaken,this is sampip's children...hehe...cute!..itis not blind or 'rabun'

it's healthy n strong,u see,this cat is grown up cat but still,it's very close to it's mother..ehe! :D

This also kitten,there is another one,it's fur same as santibon's n santiid's.....it's name is ying...!kinda chinese name ut it's fit...beside it is kucil....kucil woke up n shocked by other cat then jump to ying..haha,cute

This is their cage but kinda big cage,the cat which is alone in it's cage(it's sleeping)...it's name ia kasir,he is the most big head,it's head was really big but he is manja to us!ooouuuhhhh!i want 2 hold it again!

This is me and my dad,at last,my dad's face is revealed,when he first make his hair bold,it's really weird..but maybe he likes this looks,his past,he is a rocker,u can see he is still opt rock look ; D (he wears necklace n grow a mustache) even if he is no longer have hair on his shiny head ...hehe! :p

From left : Mak cik Rama ,My Rock dad ,My Granma(yeah,nenek is so cool : D),Me(pura2x ayu)

From left : Syahmi ,Kak niah ,Nenek

relationship between syahmi n kak Niah son and mother

Haha,this pix is taken our disipline teacher(in house) that is Mak Cik Ani,as u can see we are not ready when this pic was taken,n my mouth shows like i was disgusting of something,haha...adei!nenek looking at tv actually

This was da best pix and everyone approve it. Why?becoz we all look white and of course,our red spot seems to vanish under this bright sun...ohh,yes,i love it!fab!

The posse is OK!but the color of the faces is hrmmm......i'm look like one of those skeleton doll in stores right now...haha...

...............................THE END.................................

sandakan...i mizzz uu!

2009-09-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

2 days ago.i just got back from sandakan....

at last i could go back to sndakan after 3 months i've spending my HARI RAYA tyme in K.K
it's very delighting to see my aunts faces afetr a long tyme...

they all were very happy to see the faces of all the family members...

especially faces from K.K town,nenek was very happy to see us all getting along even after a very long long tyme we don't see each other and of course that's gonna be akward like u just meet them 4 da 1st tyme but thanks to allah,it doesn't,we just get along together!n my cousin is married but he still get along wif us,well not 2 mention,he still got the heart of teenager...!so,everybody just like stared to get along,the mans wif mans but there is 1 boy,age 15...get along wif gals(me n my cousin) but i don't care at all becoz we use to play wif back when we were kids n i'm very happy we still get along like old tymes!(except the change fashion is in everyone)

the cats is cute,and i gotta tell u guys n gals,they have a lots lots of cats...n 4 kittens...2 cats were black n white,3 cats n 1 kitten were white n very dark green+black spots,3 blu tiga,3 strips,4 cats n 2 kittens white n yellowish-orange strips n spots(the color is hard to explain),as far as i remember,thatss all n other is gone....huhu :(

any way,it was fun and we get to spend tyme wif all the family members...

pixs will be uploaded on next week...

cute & big rooms!

2009-09-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

wish my room were one of those rooms..... someday when i have my own room..if i ever gonna make it.....pink is on the top of my choices....and white too...pink+ white...simple,soft color and comfort is all i need,not to forget..pink labtop(the small one).. :3

boring but thinking something pink or cute or relaxing things

2009-09-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

ah....white.....thinking bout white...it's very flattering...and soft color

Show all when they turn 16,they gonna wear dresses that is fluffy,pink
like the pixs i upload....this was spain tradisions
(if i'm not mistaken)

excel

2009-09-12T23:46:00.000-07:00

1.excel is killing me

2.i got a feeling that my results is going to be horrible than be4! x0

3.i have to retake the math exam becoz on monday i was having a very suxx day!
having muscles cramp in my stomach + gastric...

4.everybody have tips on their own but somehow their tips is hopeless!

5.bm test is suxx.....it's maybe my own fault..well...i was concentrating on wat i do
but i don't realize the clock was ticking....when it was the last part,i don't know
but i think it's stupid,i was actually looking everybody is writting so decided to
wait for another like 10 mins then wrote back again..unfortunately,the time left
after i waiting for like 15 mins is 15 MINS,i thought i still have an hour to do
when i decided to wait another 15 mins but apparently i only left 30 MINS..
GOSH,WHEN I THINK BACK,IT'S VERY STUPID AND DUMD....I DIDN'T EVEN
WEAR A WATCH............!owh....wish could turn the clock back but no thanks!

6.wish it wasn't that hard or at least some of the tips came out in excel....

my face

2009-08-09T00:27:00.000-07:00

i want the aloevera skin wash...tired of hiding the the spots on my chin n oily skin...........
i need it..need it.....

i heard aloe is good,one of my friends have try it on n her skin is OK!
huhu :( :( :( but still i'm happy 4 her :)

anyway,i complain bout my face but i love my face except the oily part n the look like thin part...huhu :( ok...ok...find the solution!

4 days ago....Tsunami

2009-07-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

TSUNAMI or should i called it KILLER WAVE.....this is the issue that terrify all the parents 4 days ago....they were really hoping this will not happen to our peaceful land below the wind....
they were dying to know their children's safety all the time......

While some of the teenager also worried the fact that tsunami is going to wipe away Sabah,some of them just calm down n confront it only a rumor n some of them really happy even if the Tsunami is going to happen becoz wanna see how big the wave is(some group of lads in my school shout "hari nie Tsunami,Tsunami,Tsunami!!!wooohhh!") while recess time...

Some of the students didn't came to school becoz they scared that Tsunami is going to hit our school, some of us just go to school as usual even if we know bout the issue(like me n my friends), some of them didn't even know about the Tsunami issue n some of them didn't becoz their parents don't let them....anyway,the whole school knows the issue after it spread out by teachers n fellow students

At the end of the day nothing happens,maybe it's true that it's just a rumor or "air pasang"(one of my chinese friends say that Tsunami is going to happen because of the "air pasang").....anyway,i'm glad that nothing happen to this peaceful land below the wind....

healthy again...

2009-07-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

At last,the moment i've been waiting since last week,i'm finally recover from tonsel and lung infection...

the bad thing is,even if i recover but i still need to take more water n i must not eat too much junk food,also ice-cream and anything cold for at least 2 weeks
and the infection might still come back...so i need to watch wat i'm eating.........

i can't upload much becoz of my internet has been cut off...

anyway,the good news,i cough lesser n lesser than the last week...alhamdullillah....

SICK...HUHU :(

2009-07-12T02:52:00.000-07:00

FIRSTLY,I'M SICK
SECONDLY,I'M SICK
THIRDLY,I'M SICK
AND LASTLY,I WANNA GET BETTER SOON...OH GOD PLEASE

I WAS OUT OF MOOD THIS WHOLE WEEKENDS,I HAVE NO MOOD FOR SHOPPING EVEN JUST WALK FOR A WHILE IN CP..............

AS USUAL,MY DAY OF SICK IS WORSE..I COUGH AND PLUS I HAVE FEVER WHICH IS NOT THAT BAD......

AND THE SECOND DAY,OH GOSH,ONLY ALLAH WILL KNOW IT,I HAVE A VERY BAD FEVER,MY WHOLE FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN UNDER THE SUN FOR LIKE 1 DAY OR PROBABLY LIKE A DEAD CHICKEN IS ROASTED.....IT'S HOT HOT HOT.....I CAN FEEL MY TEMPERATURE IS RISING ABOVE 37.5 C.....

I SUPPOSED TO GO TO ALL.SAINTS OPEN DAY BUT UNFORTUNATELY THE FEVER DROWN MY MOOD TO GO...HUHU....I KEEP COUGHINGEVERY 1 HOUR TO CLEAR MY THROAT AND TO MAINTAIN ORIGINAL VOICE....WELL,IT'S WORKING BUT I STILL LOSE MY VOICE...HUHU.....

WHEN ILA GOT BACK FROM HER OPEN DAY,I SEE SHE'S WEARING HER CLASS T-SHIRT..I LIKE THE PANDA DESIGN ON THE FRONT OF THE T-SHIRT...CUTE...
ANYWAY,I KEEP TAKING AMOXICILIN(ANTIBIOTIC) AND PANADOL FOR A FEW DAYS

I HOPE I GET WELL FASTER...I NEED MY MOOD BACK TO WATCH THE UPCOMING HARRY POTTER.........................

I WANNA WATCH MOVIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-12T02:22:00.000-07:00

WHY???

BECOZ THERE'S MANY MOVE WHICH I MISSED MANY TIMES SUCH AS BLOOD TIES,BLOOD:THE LAST VAMPIRE,GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST AND OF COURSE THE MOVIE THAT HAVE BEEN SHOWING LAST WEEK ON FRIDAY,OBSESSED..HUHU :( :( :(......

AND ALSO THE UPCOMING MOVIE HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE

I WANNA WATCH IT.........

Thinking

2009-06-21T01:17:00.000-07:00

well,actually it's not a big deal....but kinda get me thinking for like 15 mins.
well,i will be joining tis gals group in next week's tusyen which is real3x lol person..so
i 'm scared i might not be concentrating n understand on wat the teacher says......

Also,i'm just worried if the teacher could finish early as he wants to when he's wif a really all the time lol students..apart from me(well,not emo)...if i'm started to laughing, i couldn't concentrate...huhu...that's my weakness when comes to study....

so haha or hmmmm...

the clock is ticking....

Video Video Video

2009-06-11T20:00:00.002-07:00

Miley's song is always about something happens in our lives......including her song in h.montana

Even if it's not really that same as her songs but some of the lines she sang is almost the same happens in everyday life or when we were a child back then...........

The climb from Miley Cyrus really inspiring me to get tough while going on wif my life

MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE

2009-06-10T06:37:00.001-07:00

Movie Movie Movie....I don't have much time to write somethin' for my blog tis few days becoz of my project...i've been busy to working on it........i finished 6 page on my own...so..i kinda relief...fuh....

Anyway,4 days ago...i watch hannah montana....it was really fun....the story is different from other movie...i can't stop laughing when watching it...and at the same time i was amaze by her voice...who don't know miley cyrus with a great big voice???it's really musical.....but not the same as HSM...

Miley have to pick just one..either hannah or herself.......(if i were her,i wouldn't let go hannah)
but trouble seems to force her to let hannah walk away from her life........
Miley secret was keep by the people in her hometown..........at begining of the story was hilarious
The middle part was funny but suspend
The last part is sad but it's back to normal becoz she tell the truth.....

okay...when i see tis picture,i thought that only kids will enter the cinema but Ooohhh.......not only kids but also teenagers,adult and the old folks...wow.....
i and ifa couldn't figure it out what movie to watch but as we found ain,we all decide to watch tis movie.....
it's so hilarious...haha!!!!
there's too many funny part......i keep laughing again n again......
owh...almost forgot......we played arcade woohoooo.....
i never dreamed myself played parapara paradise n dance2x in c.point...there's people watching but nah....we just play!
it's fun!

n i bumped into my friend yesterday,named saiful jumat..........he saw me played the dance2x.....OMG.....i was worried he's gonna tell everyone in my skol!..huhu :(

Night At The House

2009-06-01T19:20:00.000-07:00

character that is important but not the main character....the girl..amelia(amy adams)help larry daley(ben stiller) to stop the firaun,kahmunrah(hank azaria),(brother of ankmenrah(rami malek)
i never thought there actually is muslim.....i thought ankmenrah is from india n the kahmunrah is american.....lol...anyway,they both can feel they character very well......
this girl is pretty....she actually the 1st woman who fly the aeroplane(not the moden one) in atlantic sea..weeppeee....nobody can believe a woman can fly aeroplane be4 until amelia earhart did it....thx to amelia earhart....now woman hve confident to fly machine mad my mankind.....

actually...it beens 2 weeks already i watch the night at the musuem....but i still can't get it out of my head.....it's so hilarious...
1.the cupids singing various song including lovebug from j.b
n titanic n rap........
2.kahmunrah is holding jedediah in the sand time n larry trys to take jedediah from him.
kahmunrah sys that larry shoudln't cross his line but larry dopn't take it seriously n keep
passing his line....anyway..it's hilarious...
3.dexter n the space ship monkey slap larry right on his face......
3.the general george armstrong cornel(bill harder) actually didn't win his battle when the 2nd world war is going on...but larry gives him sprit to fight..unfortunately...when he giong out,he felll......
i can't say just part hilarious but all of it..so watch n sure u have blast lol.......

HANA YURI DANGO@BOYS OVER/BEFORE FLOWER

2009-05-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

PIX 1
I REALLY REALLY ADDICTED TO HANA YURI DANGO!!!!the story is really fun and lots of laughter at the first episode..............and not to mention the heroin is cute!but i really thinks she suits long hair and curly hair...just like the second episode and pix 1.She likes ji-hoo at first becoz ji-Hoo is a caring person and he give her his hanky2x when she's been throw eggs and flour......
PIx 2
AHA.......and here is the pretty girl in this story......Go Jun-Pyo sister...........she's actually yong ji-hoo favourite but she just see ji hoo as her friend in her eyes.........and she don't have feeling for ji-hoo................she don't have much role in the drama but she always help jan-di.....
pix 3.....
And here's the mens in H.Y.D.....Goo joon-pyo,Yong ji-hoo,So ji-Yong,and lastly Song Woo-Bin....also known as F4.....short term...goo joon pyo likes jan-di after she don't lost on his challenge,but jan-di likes ji-hoo,but ji-hoo like gooo joon pyo sister,goojoon pyo sister just thinks ji-hoo as friend.....story gets more complecated after ji-hoo strating to like jan-di,but jan-di like goo joon pyo becz ji-hoo never understand jan-di feeling's......the other 2 F4 always plays on rich and pretty girl...they help goo joon pyo sister solve ji-hoo,joon pyo and jan-di love triangle.....fuhh..fin..
BOYS OVER FLOWER

MOTHERS DAY

2009-05-15T18:34:00.000-07:00

The mothers days always been a happy days for a mother because it's their tyme to celebrate their sacrifice when they taking care of us(teenagers)..............

Some of them really take care,some of them don't,some of just desperate at some moment they have to let their responsibility as a mother,some of them don't care,some of truly care.................BUT THEY STILL GOT MERCY FOR US,SOMETIMES THEY HAVE TO DO SOMETHINGS TO SAVE US OR THEM,SOMETIMES THEY HAVE TO CHOOSE....

they angry,they shout,they cry,they confuse,they happy,,they are emotional,they mix up,they have rundown emotional,they calm,they hold us,they protect us,they miss us,they want us to stay close to them,they never stop,they seeking happiness for us,they told us,they teach us,they touch us,they comfort us..............THEY ARE MOTHERS.............

My mom don't really like to celebrate mothers days,she saying that she's getting old....she don't like to celebrate her birthday,she wants to forget it....she says she is getting old....
she have a past which take away her feelings towards her b-day,she have problem which she keep looking for ways to solve..............but she have time to cheer me up....

She sometimes angry and shout at me when she have emotional rundown,but then she cheer me up....i was angry at first,but somehow i back my normal feeling..

There is hurt in my feeling becoz of my life,i keep changing house when my mom have emotional rundown....but everybody have wound in their own heart...so i keep telling myself,maybe i'm hurt but everybody have different wound and hurt that they getting.......so i shouldn't keep myself in the hole where only the wound is seen in my eyes...

MOMS ARE ALSO LIKE THAT.......THEY KEEP SEARCHING THINKING HOPING
THAT EVERYTHING WOULD GO SMOOTH ONE DAY...THEY ARE MOM....THEY TRY FIND WAYS.....THEY KEEP THINKING....THEY STILL SEARCHING..

SO LET'S KEEP THEM AWAY FROM FINDING,THINKING,SEARCHING FOR EVEN JUST ONE DAY IN THIS MOTHER'S DAYS....
I KNOW IT'S WRONG WHEN I'M JUST SAYING GO MUM,FIND A CURE FOR YOUR WOUND BUT SOMEHOW IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO NOT STRESS HER EVEN MORE IF SHE'S STILL FEELING EMPTY,ANGRY.........

I LOVE MY MOM and LOVE YOUR MOMS TOO....

THEY DESERVE LOVE FROM US.....HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY......

JaLaN2x!!!

2009-05-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

i went to cp today.....
as usually,eat McDonald....which is really yummy....
but huhu...doublecheese burger was finished so i have to buy McChicken,
when i drink the coke

1.I realize it's been a long tyme since i don't drink coke.....
2.but unfortunately i can drink only tis tyme...
3.I have to sit at the stairs becoz the sits is full
4.coke is good!!!!it's tasty

i watch x- men movie..but i was late when i enter the cinema..ingatkn movie me n ifa start tyme 2.05 but actually ifa's friend slh bgtau the tyme so,actually ifa should enter the cinema at 1.30 and we thought that ofa's friend pick at 2.05 but actualy 1.30...so i'm watching alone the movie but still fine....ifa ada jua enter wif me jap..but when she get her ticket,she go to the next cinema....
This story mainly about logan@wolverine,story about how his life he been found by the proffeser....
His claw actually is like woods somethings but kinda sharp...then he hunt victor which is his old friend.....that killed logan's gf,kayla...victor felt abonden by logan when logan refuses to live as bad mutan.Unfortunately,he lost to victor.......
that's when he found skyter .......which help him to find victor wif shut him wif the andatanium(which makes he n his claw become destructive ).mula2x 2 bikin suspend,his heartbeat goes to 0,then he survive when he hear that skyter wants to erase his memory....he got up n he ran outside the lab dgn naked....lol....then ada old husband n wife help him....but bru 1 day logan wif them,they get killed by ada stuorg police yg kira pnmbk tpt....
D situ he hunt skyter...he found his old friend back,lpa uda nma dya,then drg cri si Gambit so that he can bring logan back to the island..dya p sna...he found out yg kayla actually enda mati...all is fake n kayla do it because of her sister safety...speciality kayla's sister ialah body dya boleh jdi sekeras as kristal..cntik gila....then,logan fight dgn ada stu lgi robot yg asalnya manusia...weapon 11(asal nma dya wade kah 2)...weapon 11 klh jua akhirnya..becoz lm ckp smpurna....then...victor slmt jua bb dya tlg logan,logan tlg dya....ok...bla bla...jth bgnan semua..trs skyter menyibuk tmbk dya ngan peluru andatinium which makes him lost all his memory....s Gmbit srh dya ikut dya tpi dya find his own way n dya lngsg tdk ingat about kayla...all the muatan which been prisoned for experiment kena free then drg ikut profffeser yg baik 2(botak)...then habis..

comment on tis movie

1.Stupid ending becoz dya lost memory(nasib ada 2 punya,x-men revolution)
2.bgs lh s wolverine jdi kuat,destuctive but lw kena pancg kpla...dya mati lh
3.tdk boring..penuh aksi
4.kayla n her sister cntik..all mutan tue kna free so ok jua...

crew2x sebutir pasir d kaki

2009-04-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

narrator a.k.a fuad sementara,datuk sukar,fuad tetap,datin sipah n' mak fuad
kucing 2 pn ska ss cm tuan dya
ngantuk 2 kucing..ss ja
kucing 2 pn pngsan sdh tgk ain main au cha ngan cam 2

kucing itu diketepikn
mahal jua mata aku 2,mahal hp s ila,mahal senyuman s ain
ladies in da house

end of ss wif ain's new labtop....siap dkunci lagi labtop 2 d meja ruang tmu dya nie

going out!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

yes yes yesi yesi....
go outie....outie....!

mula2x p kosan while ifa p skul dya belatih tekwando(bangga 2 dya)

aku n' ila tunggu s epal,aurillea,ain,ngan jennie but jennie enda jadi dtg
yg ada s aurillea,ain,n' epal......tpi jennie lm laie aku jmpa...anyway.....law
dya tebaca blog kue.....helllo jennie...nice 2 hear lyric kaw sbgi dtk sukar yg dganti oleh ain,aitz...serious ain tyme bca 2 skrip cm dya yg btl2x dtk sukar....aku pla narrator n' tkg ckp action..take 1/2/3....ada jua jdi fuad tpi itu tyme ngan s orel 1 org..orel mahu menghafal part dya,pastu menyibuk bhgn epal n' junainah...muhaha......while datin sipah & mak fuad(gedik nie mami s fad mula2x)(..yg oh...dtk sukar dgn nada yg cm maw memikat dtk sukar....)haha.... is qilah's punya peranan,epal pla fuad,sesuai dgn suara dya yg serious tyme ckp 2,orel-junainah,ini memang sesuai...aku rsa cm tngok movie tyme dya beckp nie.....

byk jua lawak wlpn sepatutnya serius.....
oleh kerana ketawa ja byk,jdilh 3 hours practice.....
then drg suma blk..orel yg balik lue bru epal....
i have great tyme wif them.....

tehn kmi tunggu ifa....but kena jln p lok yuk bb teda kwn s ifa jln p likas n sekuriti tdk srh dya keluar sekolah law teda org ambi dya....ngok 2 sekuriti......
tpi kaki aku merah trs pas jln p lok yuk then pth balik,p laie busstand(wedges bha 2,gila)......nasib ain ada bwa payung........
i bertemu ngan kwn s ifa d en.cf tpi aku enda taw sepa dya mla2x so aku yg trs lalu ja..skali s ifa tegur dya.....rpya itulh s celes(ok jua dya bha)
hai celes...wlpn dya enda tengok blog kue..huhu.....

kmi tgk mall cops.....lwk gila,heroin dya yg dri epic movie(rmbt blonde),tdk berenti kmi ketawa,kmpln perompak dya pnya smart cra drg rmpk..1st aku tgk org rmpk ngan skateboard,bicycle,main lompat2x dri dinding..smart gila,yg lucu sna s pahud..antone who sees tis movie mmg rsa lucu..yg lum tgl..pasti ketawa abis lw kmu tgk........nanti maw tgk lgi movie eddie murphie yg akan keluar april/may nie..........

sblm p tgk movie..aku ngan s ain p lalala..sing d k box yg bru...syok o sound system dya.....mic dya pn ok....tpi yg kin pnz ada 2 org lelaki(krja sna) tiba2x nyibuk...drg ja yg nyanyi....peterpan laie 2....kmi yg diam ja nie...cian ain..dya byr rm2 4 kmi dua n' 4 12 min,drg yg kasi abis 2 12 min.......ngok kn...

pastu abis movie,aku n ain p mkn d sushi express..ada free sushi.....trs kmi shre mknn..pekerja 2 tgr...jen diet bha(tba2x)....ummm...oishiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aku n ain maw p bowling ajak ifa n' ila wif her bf tpi bila ain call ila,kena srh plg uda......huhu!!but next weekkmi plan maw p tgk movie bru p bowling sma k box,drg ila lm try......kmi plg dn...penat..........aku buy today lip balm(nivea),rm 8.90 sma sunblock daily use,spf 47,rm 5(mrh kn tpi keci but yeahhh!nasib aku tdk overspend hri nie.....

pastu naik bas.......kust trs rmbt....

hehe

2009-04-05T02:56:00.000-07:00

i got 2 story today...1 is ain's and one is me n cuzzies.....

we got up from bed and got message from ain after i send her text mssge.
ain says her kitty fall from her balcony n we all shock....so she can't go out
becoz she have to send her kitty to vet......her kitty's name is buntal which is
very buntal(it the the one who fell from her balcony).anoter one is gajah...
haha..gajah lagi 2....nanti besar trs besar cm gajah......
anyway,ain have to keep asking the direction to the vet from qila and her mum
(smpi lukis peta segala) becoz she keep on going wrong direction....
tentang kucing dya,nasiblh selamat wlaupn jth dri balcony 4th floor......
n i guess btl lh 2 myth tentang kucing ada 9 lives......
kesian s ain......anyway...2 ain: sabar2x.....napa...len x tdk slh sdh direction...memang
suma org law 1st tyme pi somewhere place yg tdk usually,memang sesat...n' mana tagboard kaw????? suggestion:len x kn kaw siap2x awal,trs kaw ckp ngan parents kaw...cptlh nanti lmbt.....(jen kaw mrh,hanya suggestion)....

pastu hehe....we all go 2 bath and get ready while qila's mum hntr s gemuk.....
sdh kmi ready2x then...mum qila ask her 2 cari uban....nasib not me..aitz...usually qila's mum law srh me yg cri,aku cm kesyiokan smpi telupa tyme ...hehe....pelik pla,adakah aku lupa masa law cri uban...maybe hobby mungkin....huhu....
anyway...1.o5 kmi kena hntr.....n' kmi hari nie so baik hati....kmi maw jln smpi 4 only...usually 5/5.30....
we all have a good heart today..ehe...
sesampainya d cp....kmi pergi membeli tiket d tingkat 4...saya menggunakan student card dn mereka berdua amat kasihan....teda student card...akulah yg selalu dpt diskaun.....
mula2x...kmi hendak menonton the unborn tpi....ai...aku terlihat hotel 4 dogs tgh dtayangkan..aku pn pilih itu,mujurlah mereka semua setuju(aku bha 2...aitz)

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(bruce,andi)
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http://wpsmedia.latimes.com/image/backlot/2008/4/29/Hotel_for_Dogs_at_attention/Hotel_for_Dogs_1-18-08-3814-large.jpg
http://mysite.verizon.net/thefilmfrontier/images/AH/hotelForDogs/hotelForDogs02.jpg
http://blog.mlive.com/movies_impact/2009/01/large_hotelfordogs.jpg
antara shots yg kena ambi while filming..
http://www.adrants.com/images/hotel_for_dogs.jpg

http://images.starpulse.com/Photos/Previews/Hotel-for-Dogs-movie-04.jpg

the story is so sad.....aku n' ifa cry berabis....sikit lagi kena red eye...
qila as usually nangis pun yg sikit2x....
non-stop aku ngan s ifa crying tyme mula 2 pertengahan crita....
there's 2 part yg tears aku overflowing
1.tyme drg kenapatan pelihara dogs d hotel lma n all of the 60 stary dogs yg drg
kasi selamat
2.tyme yg s bernie(dya belakon dlm grey's anatomy) paggil 2 dogs 1 by one(but ada twins jga dya panggil) with their names yg drg s andi tulis d bku reservation hotel yg dulu punya....

but happy ending jga...drh bka hotel 2 dogs....itu yg aku rasa rkyat malaysia or mana2x rakyat yg sdh taw tntg pembangunan should do that......it really helping the stray dogs n stray cats....
well,bkn yg bka gitu2x ja....it's a hotel but hotel yg boleh bwa dogs or cats n sediakn kdi mknan pets spya org boleh beli d situ...napayalh drg p jauh2x p beli mknan anjing law drg menumpang d hotel sebab ada dlm hotel...pastu blh kasi drg ambi cats/dogs jadi step pets 4 just 3 monthslh bgi yg tdk mampu afford dogs bg slama2x....tep2x bln drg kena byr cm 50-70 utk mknn n tmpt poo
or grooming 2 dogs/cats.....kn bole bwat money jga..tdk semestinya hotel mesti teda pets....
n' bole jua hyre coach utk latih 2 cats/dogs......law coach 2 jht(behind the back)......hukum dya.....
hah.....ada laie nih....nati lh lue2x

hey monday

2009-03-28T21:39:00.000-07:00

TChhh.....nie lelaki playboy.....haha...video cm hint lelaki yg playboy nie...ehem..

HEY MONDAY-HOMECOMING
Homecoming, I'm coming
My sweet mistake
Summer's over, hope it's not too late
I'm pacing, impatient
Up in my head
Taken back to the sidewalk where we met

And carved out our names
Do you remember that?

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart for you

Descending, I'm spinning
Lost all defense
How could you swallow me again?
I left you, I meant to
Couldn't let you in
Never mind a single word I said

Carve out your name
Do you remember that?

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart

You've got control of me
Is this the end of me?
‘Cause I just can't cut up the strings
I'm coming back for more
Don't let your heart go
Please don't walk away

Homecoming, I'm coming, I'm coming back

I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Did you take off while I was gone?
I missed it all, I messed you up, I missed you.
I'm coming home, I wanna know
When all the leaves begin to fall
If I'm falling, falling apart
http://www.google.com.my/imgres?imgurl=http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_TCPNtnHiyzE/SbRBJSEG73I/AAAAAAAAByU/7KnGjuZb6oo/S1600-R/Hey%2Bmonday%2BLatino%2BHeader.jpg&imgrefurl=http://heymonday-latino.blogspot.com/2009/02/nuevo-post-de-cassadee-en-myspace.html&h=375&w=859&sz=91&tbnid=Wkp8SCTlGhEZ9M::&tbnh=63&tbnw=145&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dhomecoming-hey%2Bmonday&hl=en&usg=__dbKU8je4-zZsh3vkIo5zwsDk5bo=&ei=YfvOSZCeJMyHkQWsuNzjCQ&sa=X&oi=image_result&resnum=5&ct=image&cd=1

huhu..

2009-03-28T21:05:00.000-07:00

don't feel strange law my song ada 1 yg sentimental...

it's becoz i have problem which really frustrating,
well..i'm just gonna share the effect....
(1) it's going to affect my studies 4 tis few weeks...
(2) we have to find another place to stay....
(3) my mom is going to have more pressure on going to overseas
becoz my mum is going to sell the house but now the effect is we have
work much2x2x hard if we want to go overseas even if it's group.....
(4) my mum's relationship wif her ehem is smashing but i hope it's
not gonna be longer than any months becoz her ehem is patient,......

n suddenly i remember miley's song..i don't know but it's kinda comforting to hear it........

		http://www.mp3lyrics.org/PsXY

(siapa yg beminat jdi penyanyi,belatih lh pki lyric yg aku sdh sedia 2.... :P) Miley Cyrus The Climb Lyrics: [Verse 1] I can almost see it That dream I'm dreamin but there's a voice inside my head sayin you'll never reach it Every step I'm taking Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shakin but I I gotta keep on trying Gotta keep my head held high [Chorus] there's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move It's always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about whats waitin on the other side it's the climb The struggles I'm facin The chances I'm taking Sometimes might knock me down but No I'm not breakin [ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/PsXY ] I may not know it But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most yeah Just gotta keep going And I, I gotta be strong Just keep pushing on [Chorus] Cause there always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move It's always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about whats waitin on the other side it's the climb, yeah [Chorus] there's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes your gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about what waitin on the other side it's the climb yeah yeah Keep on moving, keep climbing Keep the faith baby it's all about, it's all about The climb Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa *Lyrics: The Climb, Miley Cyrus* [end]**

TUKAR LINK

2009-03-28T20:09:00.000-07:00

aku tukar link sdh....

dri yg mydamnschoolsuxxjournal ke pinklolikaheartspink

hehe...jadi kepada sesiapa yg ada link aku yg dulu 2 law tidak dpt p tmpt aku 2 kerna aku tukar link......

hehe.....

pnjg tul link aku yg dulu nie...ai.....maklumlah aku dulu masi baru kn...pastu mlz maw re-new........

huhu

2009-03-15T06:01:00.000-07:00

hehe....still dun have tyme to change my blog skin
...huhu...upset.......

and i was really worried about SPM.......

and i want to sleep early haha............

i wan to add a playlist to my blog.....................

but

i can't find the right tyme to do it all in one day..........

huhu......

KATY PERY

2009-02-28T17:41:00.000-08:00

syok nie lagu baru dya tpi video dya ada gete sikit...kecuali yg dya dengan sie kyle XY punya hero...

aku rasa sie klyle tidak hensem tpi dya cute 2x 2x and cute betulll....mata dya sepet tpi tidak bida...pastu aku rasa unik mata dya sebab warna eye dya memang blue(JRG DIJUMPAI) tpi tdklh blue sgt terang tpi cam ada lingkaran hitam.....pastu dya ada style tetap...iaitu rmbut dya......hehe...
tpi mesti teingat edward cullen....muhaha....tpi 1 ja kelemhan robert pattinsona.k.aedward cullen(twilight)/cedric digory(harry potter) teda style rmbut tetap...anyway...ok jga dya...unik...2x pn unik...sie kyle cute tullllll,sie edward hensem,2x pn unik sekali.....

anyway..nie lyric & video lagu baru katy pery...-THINKING OF YOU-
....LYRICS....

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

_______________SYOK KAN?????TPI GETE SIKIT LH______________________

HIDEAKI TAKIZAWA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-21T06:15:00.000-08:00

HIDEAKI TAKIZAWA
&
IMAI TSUBASA

they both are cute but i think i hideaki is more cute.....
their song is a bit of anime but i still think
it's cute

HO! SUMMER

HO! SUMMER

HO! SUMMER

AI KAKUMEI(I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!)
HE IS REALLY CUTE GUY.....
Ai . Kakumei - Takizawa Hideaki

Eien wo chikatta futari niwa aenai toki wa nagakutemo
Hatenai omoi tsumori yuku hikari kagayaku
Onna to otoko no LOVE to kaite kore wo kakumei to yomimasu.
Aishite aisarete
Kono eien no teema wa Girl loves Boy kara hajimaru no desu.
Soshite ... kakumei jidai...

Kanashii yume mo namida mo sutenaide sotto seishun no kobako ni tsumete
Tokidoki sore wo hiraku to utsukushii omoide ga yomigaeru deshou.

Saigo ni mou ichido dakishimete ii kai
Yoake ga chikai yo sayonara wo iwasete

Dareka no kokoro ga hirakeba dokoka de
Kizu tsuiteru dareka no kokoro ga tojiru
Shiawase nado shiranai mama
Hito wa minna ikiru michi wo sagashite iru

(Let's shake the world) Odore inochi kake
(Love you & me) Aishi aisare
Kanawanai ai de ii nosa aishi tsuzukeru LOVE kakumei

(I love you, shake) Ai koso kakumei
(Around the world) Aishi aisare
Kuyandemo yume wa eien kono ai koso ga LOVE kakumei

(Let's shake the world) Odore inochi kake
(Love you & me) Aishi aisare
Kanawanai ai de ii nosa aishi tsuzukeru LOVE kakumei

Kore ijou mitsume attara kanawanai nosa kakumei

WONDERGIRLS

2009-02-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

wondergirls-nobody
We supposed to wlk 2 CP today but ufhhhhh....my hand is really hurt from the swin lessons wif ain,maxine and ila....maxine thought us all...hehe
then ain help me to relax also ila also maxine..3 of them...hehe...budu kn???
but we not pro like maxine...we still need tyme to learn...4 me ithink i gotta need a lot practice.....
I Just Found Out From My Cousin....hehe..From the Video,They All Look Alike A Lil
Bit....Well,4 Me

NOBODY(i love it)

SO HOT

TAKE IT

TELL ME

THIS FOOL

1.they are so cute
2.their songs is cute
3.their good in dancing
4.they have clothing is cute
5.all of them have soft voice

GOOGLE ADSENSE

2009-02-14T19:30:00.000-08:00

HAVE U EVER HEARD ABOUT GOOGLE ADSENSE????

IT WAS ACTUALLY A ACCOUNT WHICH IS REALLY GOOD TO HAVE.....

I WANT TO MAKE MY GOOGLE ADSENSE ACCOUNTS ....IT WAS REALLY FUN AND HAVE MANY BENEFITS...ONE OF THE BENEFITS IS ..WE CAN MAKE MONEY FROM IT...
WHEN THE MONEY REACH AT ANY POINTS,THE MONEY WILL BE TRANSFER TO OUR ACCOUNTS.......AND WE CAN TAKE THE MONEY OF COURSE......................................................

I PLANNING TO DO TODAY BUT I THINK MAYBE I DO IT NEXT WEEK....I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TYME TO DO IT TODAY......

MY INTERNET HANGING AND SUXX

2009-02-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

MY internet is Hanging

HUHU...... :( I WAS REALLY UPSET WITH MY INTERNET
...................I WAS USING CELCOM INTERNET WHICH IS REALLY EASY...................
..............................................TO CONNECT,IT JUST TINY AND......................................
............................................CONNECT WIF CABLE,IT COST RM68.................................

BUT WHEN I MOVE OVER TO MY GRANNY HOUSE BACK
IT HAVE SUXX CONNECTION,IT CAN'T UPLOAD ANY PAGES AND I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL 15 MIN OR I CAN'T EVEN GET IT......MY MUM SAID THAT THE INTERNET SOMETIMES LIKE THAT BECAUSE SHE OPEN HER EMAIL 2 DAYS AGO,THE CAN BE UPLOAD...BUT YESTERDAY I TRIED TO OPEN AFTER THE SCHOOL,IT WAS SUXX....I TRIED UP AND DOWNSTAIRS....HUHU....IT WAS LIKE PAYING A INTERNET BUT ACTUALLY THERE WAS NO CONNECTION.....EVERYTYME I OPEN IT,IT WAS HANGING AND ALWAYS SAID PAGE LOAD ERROR........TO MY HORROR,ONLY EMAIL CAN BE OPEN BY THE INTERNET ..BUT OTHER THAN EMAIL SUCH AS FACEBOOK,FRIENDSTER OR BLOGGER........

ONE OF MY FRIEND USE THAT 2 BUT HER'S WAS BLACK IN COLOUR AND UPDATED,IT COST RM98......I TOLD MY MOTHER THAT ISSUE BUT SHE SAID IF IT'S THE SAME WIF THE ONE WE OWN WHICH COST RM68,IT WAS A LOSE..SO SHE WILL TRY TO THINK OF OTHER INTERNET WHICH IS CHEAP THAN 98....

NOW,I HAVE TO CHECK ALL MY ACCOUNTS AT MY COUSINS
HOUSE,THANK GOD THEY INTERNET IS FAST..... :( ......MY INTERNET IS SUXX.........HUHU....WISH WE DON'T CHOOSE THAT....

GONG XI FA CAI

2009-01-27T16:59:00.000-08:00

it's Chinese new Year.......

this year on Chinese new Year we go to 2 houses which is ours' family.....

1st house: it's auntie welin and uncle kenny's house,at first we eat oranges and
after that we eat KFC and PIZZA.....woohooo!!it's so delicious,i wish
i can eat it every day....(not really everyday otherwise i will be a fatty)
after we eat pizza,we played monopoly(me,ila,ifa,nicki,richie,kak momo)and 4 da 1st tyme we played by
da right rules,ehehe...(be4 tis we just played our own rules)
be4 we can finish da game,we have to go to 2nd house....huhu......

MONOPOLY>>>WOOHOO>>IT"S FUN AND INTERESTING< <>>>KA CHING2X>>>>

2nd:it's uncle Ljohn & auntie Lucy's house,ehehe.......we don't play anything but we eat a very
delicious chicken curry.....hohoho!it's yummy and tasty....but ila can't stand the spicy and she is desprate for cold water,luckily there's a cold water(it's F&N orange)and i share my food with ivy,haha..
ifa and me are intertaining the kids while ila and nicki just watching us and taking picture,huhu...

saja2x ja tangkap,cute nie!ehehe!
their house ic nice....it's quite a big
house...

This are my cousins(actually ila's cousins so it's not really my cousins but i think maybe far cousins)haha,anyway,they all are nice fun to get along wih..hehe...

RICHIE@ADIK...

AT 1st WE DON"T REALLY TALK EACH OTHER BUT
SOMEHOW WE ALL SUDDENLY GET ALONG WITH HIM
LOL>>MAYBE NIKMAT CHINESE NU YEAR>>>HAHA

Tanpa topi Besar dya...wahhaha!

kmi panggil dya Si kecik...

dya cru ja primary5 or 6...

This is IVY AND ROBY

cute oh dorang......dorang bakal

jadi penunggang motor petronas...

Nilah cousin kmi yg slalu ceria and funky

iaitu si nicki(baju hitam)...

Pastu aunty kinut yg sporting ketika begmbr(singlet brgaun putih)...

yg muka kamu semua slalu nmpk sie ila...

yg dgn sie ila tue

nama dya TongTong,chubby nie...

nicko yg slalu dgn gaya lawak dya.....gmbr dya mcm kena hentak batu nie d kepala.....

nicko yg maw lalu tpi ...aiiii....

ada org jatuh kerana penat melayan budak dn

di tarik oleh IVY.....dn roby dgn Ivy insist org tue utk bangun

THEN,picture of us and the kids..............
ifa and me is so tired melayan ivy and roby......haha...

THIS IS ME,THIS IS REAl...
(tiba2x lagu camp rock)

tis is me and roby...lol,ila and ifa's says roby mcm anak aku,
haha...
aku pn rasa gitu...tapi aku suka pla nie gmbr
mcm future aku bila ada anak....haha......

roby,me and ifa.....

(ada 1 picture yg si ifa angkat sie ivy tpi...huhu...
ebda dpt kasi masuk...)nasib si ila ada kasi masuk

roby in his own world haha.........

roby dgn iby suka kena balung(bobo) sma kena angkat yg mcm dlm pix...

dan org yg kepenatan melayan budak2x ,ditarik ivy

serta d paksa bgn oleh roby ilah taw2x lh dri baju tue

ila said aku jadi drg ivy punya favourite...and i guest it's true...

And anak kak momo yg chubby+putih+anak jepun+gemuk+cute= reigner...
when kak momo enter the door with her baby,eveyone says ANAK JEPUN....hehe
memang pn betul....

nah,gemuk kn sie reigner...hehehe!

mata dya pn cm japanese

HOME SWEET HOME,it's 8.00 pm now and we have to get home...

and our picture be4 we go to the 1st and 2nd house

and picture of us three with ivy. we all wishing y'all HAPPY NU YEAR.......

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*********HAPPY LUNAR YEAR*********

********************************ANG PAU************************************

ehehehe......

GOLD ONE:RM 10

RED ONE:RM 5

RM 10 + RM 5 = RM 15

I AM REALLY HAVING FUN ON

l8 nyte...

2009-01-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

i want to go out 2morrow

but we wasn't sure if we

can go out.....i hope we can go out

i've been thinking to go out 2morrow

until now..but the answers

seems blur.....hmmmmmm

i wanna go out and buy stationary

also something else which i haven't

think yet....haha... :p..........

Owh,and give my friend's stuff which

she request from me since yesterday

....................i hope i can go out 2 morrow.....................

gudbye or stay????

2009-01-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

it's not about breaking with someone
but it's about friendster,should i stay to friendster if i create facebook's
account,or should i stay with both.
I scared that i have not much time to focus on both account,so maybe
i have to choose,huhu.... :( ...........

now i have to choose and decide which best
:( :( :( :( :( :(

another account

2009-01-23T05:49:00.002-08:00

1. friendster:i got it already
________________________
i already got the friendster account..........and i've been thinking to
have another account like myspace.Actually
i got the account already but somehow i just forgot wat's the email
and my password....huhu....i was thinking facebook....

2. FACEBOOK:been thinking bout it
___________________________
i've been thinking to have the account because it was so popular
nowadays,one of friends ask me to do it but i was
not really into it but she said it was more fun than friendster or
even myspace....but i don't have time...huhu :(
I think maybe i should try to do the account and finish the details

in tis holiday time...hehe....

changing way????

2009-01-23T05:49:00.001-08:00

i h8 skol!!!i love holidays!!!!

2009-01-23T05:17:00.000-08:00

i h8 skol.....huhu

i wish i can just be a japan's student

so i can feel free everyday and study with no worries.....

anyway i got excel since this monday(19/1/09)

luckily i can do it...and i nearly can't finish the BM because of my day dreaming

but somehow i manage to finish it......haha... :p

there was a spotcheck today(friday)

one of my friends hold my mobile and 2 other mobile which her friend's

and hers...while we all busy seeing a video from the mobile,the prefect

came in and we were just shock because we were really beside the prefect when they came in and we can't think other way except hide

the mobile under the shoes because they even check at the legs and breast...

i was really panic and cannot stop from bitting my nail!and i keep repeating my friend's name and said help me...so many times....i go out and my hands shaking,i can't even touch the phone because i was too panicked

my friend pulled me and i pulled my other fren,we just turn to the stairs and

go away from the prefect,luckily they don't stop us even if they suspect something
because of my friends feet...

when we enter the teachers office,there were so many teachers but we in the really

forcing condition so we just hide it at teacher table...which is my mum....

we manage to escape....hoooraaayy!!!!!!!!!!! but nearly get caught.....

and here it's comes.......holidays...i love holidays and miss holidays!!!!!even if its only 2 weeks after last year december we holiday...and this holidays 4 chinese nw year.....anyway love holidays!!!h8 school!!!!!!!

<<>>>

2009-01-02T21:49:00.000-08:00

1. Do you think you're hot ?

- nope. i never think i'm hot and sexy... XD

2. Upload your favorite picture of you.

3. Why do you like that picture?

-just like it.......maybe because the necklace which have ring(that i hold) is there....hehe

4. When the last time u ate pizza?

- ummm......if i'm not mistaken,maybe 21 december

5. The last song u listened to?

-ummm, love story and my own song....lol

6. What are you doing now beside this?

- checking friendster.. :D

7. What name would you prefer besides yours ?

- Bella/Bunga/lili/Hana
- Japan's name:
Miwa,Eri,kana,Hana...

People i tag;

1. my CUZZIE ila

2. my Cuzzie ifa(but she have deleted her blog)

3. Ain

4. Ewan

8. Who is nummber one?

- My cuzzie ila and ifa...

9. Number 3 is having a relationship with?

-aliens or superhuman or foergein people...???? :P

10. Say something about number 5.

- my mummy

11. How about number 4 ?

-my daddy(i can joke wif my dad but my mum is hard to make jokes wif her,that's why i choose my dad 4 no.4 and my mum 4 no.5 coz' he can comunicate wif me wif joke and he does give me spirit but i also love my mummy)

12. Who is number 2?

- she’s is my bestie

2009-01-01T00:34:00.000-08:00

Here are the rules~

1. List these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
3. Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.
4. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
5. Link the person who tagged you.
6. Leave a comment for each blogger

7 facts about me:

1. I LOVE AND ADDICTED TO PINK

2. tidak minat dengan arah sains

3. ska haiwan yg cute

4. kdg2x pemalaz

5. ska shopping(tidak lh telampau)

6. ada eye back(tpi napa aku except)

7. suka ss menari ataw menyanyi d bilik mandi ataw law ada lagu yg rancak...(:P)

6 unspectacular quirks of me:

1. sometimes i turn moody so bad and if someone cheer me up,i'll will think that i'm so stupid become moody but 2. if i'm sad bout either personal or other things,i'll try to laugh but
then if no one see me,i cry..hmm,guess,that's a way to let ur feeling go
if i can't stand it
3.sma ja cam s ila,law maw jadi rajin,lepas 15 min or 1/2 jam
terus lapar lh,mengantuk lh...aiiiiii!
4. belajar jga tapi entahlh masi jga sama,peningkatan sikit ja(maybe otak kue
lemah brbanding org lain,utk business ja sesuai,hehe..)
5. apa2x ja yg pink or cute aku atrracted,kdg2x smpi waste duit beli
benda pink or cute......(+.+)
6. daydreaming and rasa sleepy setiap x cikgu bio ataw phy masuk

org yg maw d tag

1.ila
2.ain
3.ewan

ermmm,law ifa ada blog pun aku maw tag..hehe

i've been thinking bout my life

2008-12-28T01:44:00.000-08:00

my dad doesn't work for goverment
but he is working for(i don't really know)
company which he will do a lecture,
and his paid is not high like the goverment
ones....

if someone buy the company's product then he will make a
profit...
and the profit is not 2 thousand but less than 2 thousand

and he trys to make money from others place like
joining one of his friend suggestions....

my mom is teacher,she been suffering from my stupid step-grandfather
debts(it's not 1 thousand but 6,000-10,000 thousand and it is not once but since my mum small and every year) .she been doing assignment and tuisyen even on night and work days and weekends my mom's salary every month only 3 thousand but her salary
had been cut because the goverment always cuted paid if the person have a house or credit-card to pay.all this time her money is not for me and her but for my
bloody hell useless step-grandfather.
i was confused all the time............

my mum have hot temper,maybe becuase she pressure too much since she small,
i just keep thinking wat can i do to get out of my miserable life......and help my mum to get out of her miserable life...............my mum is protectived,and it been cause by her life....she scared something happen to me........................
sometimes i pretend that anything is fine.................
i always stay tough in front my parents,i just couldn't cry in front of them and tell that how i felt about my life,because if i do,they heart will be in pain........

and for all the time,my mum and i never felt the true happiness,i confused even when i go to school i just pretend everything is fine.

and now my steep-grandpa is gone,he divorced wif my grandma...but our life is still the same,but i still thank god for making my grandma realise that my step-grandpa is useless...

and there's another big trouble come tis year,and it's really bother me,my mum
started to act weird tis year and i know it's because,she have done everything but then nothing is gonna change even if she do something,so maybe she thought she should enjoy life while she can...........i just been stuck by sadness,confussion and emptyness all my life............i felt i wanna die,just die,leave my life 4ever sometimes
but it burden my parents a lot more.

i'm not begging sympathy from people,i just wanna let it go on my own blog,if not,i might going crazy. i really hope i can change my life,bring my mum and my dad get out of their miserable life.
my miserable life makes me grow up more and learn not to waste money but save it,think about the consiquences be4 doing something and now i'm still deeling wif it...trying to find a way how make my heart strong when i felt hopeless without my parents and trying to find a way to get out of my miserable life.....

sob2x.....ada virus computer

2008-12-26T05:54:00.000-08:00

sobsob

because of the virus called
trojan,i can't log in any account i have
(friendster and my blog)
for a month!
until now the virus is still become a problem for me and my cousin to log in,luckily my uncle have this new com
but from his workplace and it's for
1 year.........

so i can log in after a month but after the school open,
i think i may not be able to log in....

jalan2x!

2008-11-27T20:26:00.000-08:00

ok,few daysago,we go to centre point
and watch movie again,well,we watch movie which is really stupid and bad ending!
aiyn forget her file at the ticket counter(8 floor)
and the funny part is aiyn's file was placed on the lost & found!hehe..
well,we actually talk about the ic that was placed at the lost and found
but then we gigle bacuse it happen to us.
we decide to watch the quarantined which
looks good!so,we buy the ticket and qilah seat at other placed with her date..
that movie is so thriller and its so yuck...we all regret becuase the ending is sucks!!!!

the ending is the poster...see,a bery bad ending...................

Miley Cyrus

2008-11-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

i don't know why i write this but i feel like i want to talk about miley cyrus.....
well,she has pretty face,tall,have voice....yep...she have the package in her
but the only missing this year is her angel heart,when she first on set hannah montana,she was really innocent until now but after she's going with nick(Jonas Brother)...she start to weird like going to goth.........
well,at that tyme,of course,her fans include me wish she could change and their relationship doesn't ruin but it did,her trouble become bigger and bigger.....
she done a thing which the consequenceses in hollywood is making her career having a hard time,......that is she poked fun at selena gomez(nick's new GF).....at that time i wish miley survive from her hard time.......
but i don't blame miley for being bad girl for a moment,we don't know if she's stressred out or she having hard time but she don't tell the fan......and everyne makes mistakes and their can seek forgiveness either from god or the person who been trouble..
but she appologise to selena(i hope she realise)......
after all that happen her career is moving down a liltle bit..and slena's show has been replaced for hannah montana as top-rated show...............
well,that wasn't bad enough(poor miley),and this is about her picture....
well,at first i was like oh my god!miley is turning bad...!
but after i know that miley's phone were hacked,i really angry with the people who hacks miley phone's and without her knowing even permission,her private photo were spread in the internet..........
well,i see some of those because i don't believe miley did it,so that be4 i knew it wasn't her the one who spread her own picture.............
after i knew,i asking myself now,well,if u are in their country,and u are english,u used to have a boy in your early age even 14 or 15....,wat else u do...well,i don;t say their culture is bad and horibble...but it is their life..........
so,maybe some of us have the dodgy pix when we were not mature....??well,4 me i know when she with her friends,she will takes picture just for her and her friends collection but she don't intend to spread it..but only for herself to keep and her friends...maybe it's their happy moment(except maybe her posing with expose her skin too much(except if she wears bikini(they use to wear bikini when going to the beach) to the beach and the pappy's secretly capture her picture) or pouting on cam ..........)
well,every teenage girl makes mistake.......and i just hope miley will be fine and doing great now and healthy.......

b-day qilah's mix d8!

2008-11-19T00:41:00.000-08:00

so....
it's da girls day out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we finally can get to cp last week...
hehe!

it's so fun

1st,we watch movie.....

qilah,me,afifah,aiyn and epal...........
1st,we want to watch the madagascar 2 but ila
is da birthday girl so we ask her to pick the movie!

so...she said madagascar but then she wants the quantum of solace(james bond)...at 1st we thinks it's so funny but when we watch it,it looks fine but there this funny part when james bond just killing people without check who there are propally....and his own boss ask to
just capture the people not kill...anyway..it's good movie!

and we are so suprise that....only 3 seats are taken....omg....and worse is one old man and couple.... haha!but we just take the movie,.... and we laugh and talk so loud in the cinema because only 3 people and we didn't realise it because it is only us at our seats and others except the couple and old man.... hehe....poor the couple.....they seems so distracted.....!
and... its for us to separate ..qilah with epal have d8
aiyn and me and afifah find a part tyme job (except ifa),we got the promenade hotel and meridian(but aiyn lost the meridian form...hehe)
so promenade left.....but be4 that we eat waffle..hehe except aiyn cupcorn............
as we finish find the part tyme job,we don't know
wat else to do,watch movie back???too far to go to cp and its already like 3.00 in the evening so we do something which stupid!
we go to warisan and capture pic in padini's store
and...urgh...we don't realise sign which state no pixs....but we managed to capture some.....aiyn then pretend to watch her phone,afifah..run out from the store and me..urghh..i point the no pixs sign and said "hey!it's the sign,why don't we look at it at the first???"then the salesgirl girl behind my back laugh and i go straighttgo the exit door...
SO EMBRASSING.....!!!!!!!!!
then,we are hunger for the long walk, and we go to big apple,and oh!i never forget that moment,i eat the pink panther,aiyn cappucino,ifa oreo.........oh.....the pink panther that i eat is so tasty!inside it have a strawberry cream which is taste like ice cream...my gosh!we also drinks hot chocolate but we share1 for 3,it save our money
then,we wait for epal but epal go home already
so we ait ila....but she keeps replying our sms.....a minute...well
i understand how she felt even dow i never date...haha.............
so...ila finally came to us......owh..
but this is embrassing,i aslept in the bus and thank god afifah save my head fall to the guy next to me...thanks afifah..i couldn't imagine how embrassed if my head fall to the next guy....arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,we have a blast day.........................and there's us with our tired and happy face!

ifa's school

2008-11-18T22:46:00.000-08:00

so,i didn't wrote about
anything things this days...u want to know why??simple...i'm too lazy to write....hehe!
2 weeks ago,i goes to afifah's school
for her 5a's celebration and the prize...so she suppose to
get on the stage and receive her prize and sijil.....she did..
her school was not really good looking but inside it have a pond,a clock tower,well,looks same with clock tower but shorter than clock tower,the field in front of the canteen and car park....
p/s:the pix is been erase be4 i could upload to my own blog but my cousin have the pic in her blog.....
so as we go in,we find sits but
i and qilah so hungry,so we borrow some money from afifah and
find wat we can eat and drink at the canteen...and we found the chocolate muffin and its cheap...only rm 0.80...and ice lemon tea ping for rm 1.20...yummyyyy!
qilah even meet her friends there,
farrahin and aina...so she chat aith them from across her chair lil bit...while we waiting 4 afifah going up the stage...afifah came and join us for while...she join us..and we have a idea to take pictures of us 3....so we ask farra to help us to take our pix...
fromleft:afiah,me(iqmya),qilah
ok,well,actually my elective subject only 30 over (except physics..27 bluekk!!...so bad)because it's science stream and is new and hard..

so after taking nicki's pix,we go to
the canteen and well,drink and eat!so much fun when we eat and drinks

lollipop dreaming

2008-11-06T06:34:00.000-08:00

lollipop......
the most tasty candy in the world!

so long i don't eat lollipop,
when i see lollipop,
i felt so happy,but it make me dizzy when playing around with the circlation of the lollipop...

i wanna eat lollipop...
one of friend bring lollipop.....sob2x...
but it's not his/her lollipop but from his/her other friend who want wants him to give the his/her crush...nowadays...lollipop is a good started for a a couples or crush..haha!teda2x...use lollipop....
p.s[guna his/her untuk identity yg tidak ingin dibocori]
starting from that moment..i can't wait to find a lollipop and buy it(the big one)....sob2x~~~~~

BORING DAYS!

2008-11-06T06:12:00.001-08:00

...
the days gone without any of glamorous days
puffff!!!!!!

o...so i have to go to school tomorrow...sob2x...and other things...tomorrow my family from overseas come to see me.....so happy....yeah...........but i have to control my attitude....well,malaysian parents aren't sporting,so...bla2x...
and the boring thing is i just have to wear a t-shirt(coz my mum doesn't say anything bout buying a cloth with a resonable price)...adu2x......at least....
buy a new cloth for the family meeting(kono meeting pedahal becerita ja,but in malaysia,kids musn't interupt the adults when they are talking,it's true it is rude but at least hear what our's teenagers opinion or words when we want to...am i right???!!!!)hmmm...but when i think back.....how could i join the adults story...i just gonna be a tree over there,hear and pretending like i'm understand what there are talking about...........because if we interupt..parents will start bla2xxxxxxxxxxand bla22xxxxx!urghhh!
hmmmm..............it's better to watch my cousins playing games and join them if i want to...muhahaha....or playing internet..aiye...

napalah...sob2x..
i just have to go...if i refuse........then it will not look good....hmmm....wat u guys and girls think???

borING DAYS!

2008-11-06T06:12:00.000-08:00

Escape Kokum...muwaahahaha!

2008-11-03T02:02:00.000-08:00

this a day where i felt relieve...
my school to have kokum for 2009 but i don't go cause...it's the same when
i go at next year,they gonna discuss it back.....
so..i'm so happy....
so...all i do is wake up
and watch black jack and also chibi maruko...
after that,i eat rice and 4 nudgets....and i play internet after eat
so...watch tv...music videos...hehehe.....

after that,it's almost 10.00 pm...one of my cousins ready and finding 2 pictures car 4 her p.s....then one of my cousins play guitar heroes 3..hehehe....

ok...so i felt tired..and i want to off but my dad asked me to type something so i just go on...then i print but one of the spelling is wrong
then the paper goes to rubbish then i forgetto change...print and goes to rubbish
lastly...i ask my cousin(ila) to type the line where the spelling is wrong...
and i type the line where the spelling is not wrong....
and wooohooo...we done it on time(coz my dad going out to photocopy it wif his friend)!

so...i off and we start to searching any good show to watch.....!
and we got it......we see ANTM(america next top model the new one)
hehe....we watch after eat lunch...
then we eat again biscuits and drink coco....hehe
then we eat and drinks for evening....hehe...then one my cousin turn on com..after thet i take over again..pretty much nothing to do but still i have escape most boring day in school...hehehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!muahahahahaha!!!!!!!

Boring days...

2008-11-01T01:03:00.000-07:00

well....well

a days with a boring days
play com and download songs as usual..
but i remember yesterday
one of my cousins goes to her friend's house,
another of my cousins goes to school...
it's about 4.00 in evening,i texting my cousins who goes to her
friend's house..she says that she gonna go home late
and her sister is going back at 6.00 o'clock or 6.30 evening...
so i thought that i will be coming at their house late as my cousins who goes to school
but i got it wrong..
it's fine at 1st,i thought i gonna be late then them because...
i sat at my living room and my mum still sleeping...so usually she got up like 4.45 pm in the evening
so i wait while i playing the com( i help my friend to find songs)..but i was shock to see
that she getting up early.....i just relax and thought that she maybe goes to bathroom or drink 1st but no!
SHE CHANGE HER CLOTH AND SAID TO ME..WE ARE GOING NOW...
i just relax again then i told to myself "nah!she is going to send me late because we are going to laundry and then eat ....so i see the clock is 4.10 pm..and i just tell her nothing about ila's message because we will be on time or late as my cousin who going back from school...so we go and get the cloth,fold the cloth,then go straight to the laundry at damai.....as we send..i see my clock is 4.25 pm
so i thought that we are going to my cousin's house....
then the situation is safe because she said she is hungry and she wants to eat..then we go to eat,i eat as usual and i see the clock is already 5.30 pm
so till we reach our cars,go in and drive..i told her bout my cousin's message then she said how bout u...
i answer..well....but aunty going to pick her at school around this time...so she
said to me..ok we wait...actually the situation is fine
but my mum cn't wait longer..but i if i go home i will be send tomorrow....
pity my mum too....
but i already look at the clock and it's almost 6.30 pm..but she says she wants to get home and i says with low voice..ok..go home....
she ask twice and i answer the same....but i dn't know why she don't move the car
maybe she knows or she felt like i'm threating like she she the one who is wrong..
but i'm really didn't intend to do that ..it's just i said to myself..why dn't i tell her from earlier on..how stupid i am...
but as we having the situation like that..my mum seesmy cousin's car is coming she says look ...there are coming..
so i felt bad after enter the house and i charge my cellphone quickly and ask her if she's fine sorry to her....at first she didn't answer but thank god she is not mad at me and answer my message .......she says ok....
so i can sleep well that night and doing things...

well...i got the lessons...
tell what's going on earlier be4 make ours decision only,we must hear others opinion 1st,if it's good the do it ,if not well try to come out wif better solution.....
mybe things will be ok if u tell the truth earlieron...like me in my situation maybe she will go bath or make drinks and wait till 5.00 pm so when i reach home after sending the laundry...my cousin is there.....
to my mum:sorry mum 4 being childish(even dow she can't look this blog,i hope she hear my hearts says sorry...)
to my cousins:well,if we got any chance to walk together wif friends,let's make it a great girls day out!
hehe!
ok...

Da bezt sunday!

2008-10-26T22:42:00.000-07:00

..........................yesterday............................

yesterday...all my trouble seems so far away...
ceh...
endak bha...
haha..........
yesterday.....it's da girls day out.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!woooohhhoooo!!!!!!!!!
---it's where all girls in this world waiting 4..it's da girls day out!!!!
well...it's almost 1.30 pm...me,qilah and fifah ready to go out...
and epal message qilah and told that she already in c.p!we are late!we promise at 1.00 pm!
we all moves faster and get in the car..
as we arrive in center point,we get off the car and becoz it is raining,we to run towards the c.p....
we suppose to meet epal and her sister,andrea(sorry if the spelling is worng) at 8th to buy tickets but they eating at kenny rodgers...so we tought we buy the tickets 1st.....after we buy,qilah message to epal to meet us at 4th floor...as we reach 4th floor....we wait 4 epal and buy popcorn and drinks while waiting 4 them..
then epal message back where are u girls...then qilah message back......and told that we are in 4th floor...hehe...epal...kaw endak nmpk kha meassage yg qilah hntr awal2x tue..???????
anyway..epal pn smpi...hehe..but qilah didn't notice her coz usually epal didn't let her front hair lose....hehe
(kesian sie epal...lmbi tapi qilah endak lyn....nasib aku perasan tapi tdk lh yg trs spot jua..hehe!cian epal)
we plan to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3:SENIOR YEAR.....so while we're watching...there is funny part.......
1)troy is dancing after he go out the changing room but the funny part is he dance is over than a girl dance...........!!!!!!
2)troy(dya punya psl la law ada sesetengah lagu rusak..bab org concentrate tengok trs dya dance trlebih2x) is dancing alone in the school wif his basketball singlet..there is one part where he grip the rope then he bend his body and swing his body around while he bend his body(also while gripping the rope)
haha......totally cm perempuan...we couldn't stop laughing!!!!!!!!
3)sharpay have to sing gabriella part and troy should appear after that..but jimmy have to replace troy coz troy is in stanford university to bring gabriella to east high......so gabriella can celebarate wif her friends.........
then sharpay already sang her part..it's tyme for troy but troy didn't come out sharpay have repeat 3 tyme the the last line of her words........
then jimmy come out from the window and dress in pink and purple dress + purple fur!haha...then the becomes funky(it suppose to be a slow song)

so funny!anyway after the movie is finish......we keep remember about the 3 funny things..haha!
and epal have to go home....sob2x!
so we still got tyme 4 strolling around the c.p...fifah wants to buy jacket...so we accompany her...and check store where has jacket and shorts...
hehe!
1st...we go to the store...buy cloth.....then comics and mcflurry
and fifah jacket's..yeah!she finally find her jacket!!!!!
so we have to get home..it's already 4.45 pm...

that's why it is da best sndy!!!!!!!

cian sorang nie demam....sob2x..
tapi napa aiyn.....kmi pasti akan jemput kaw lagi.......semoga kaw baik cpt......
BFF........!!!!!!!
and bezt sunday!!!

HAIR TROUBLE....

2008-10-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

ok...hair trouble.......my hair is straight but...
the 'melentik' can't be straighten my hair is straight
with a 'melentik' comes out..sob sob..
but anyway..i don't wanna cut it until it's long (not until my butt but at least at my waist under the bra..)
so..hair desaster since after we trim and go to rebon
...not too disaster jzt a lil' bit damage coz rebon and the
melentik comes out........ngehehe.....

p/s:forget wat melentik in eng. hahax!!!! =)

REBONDING ON THE NIGHTS!COOL!

2008-10-02T20:19:00.000-07:00

hair rebonding,tis is da 1st tyme we rebon..hehe
thank u kak momo,aunty kiki,aunty nancy,,aunty wildinah(bring us to nicki's house)4 letting us rebon until well 12.30 pm...!once again,thank u kak momo coz u willing to rebon our hair until mdnight...thank u..thank u......

at 1st,we are going to nicki's house...so...we 'lepak' in nicki's house 1st then we will go to telipok........
so, we(yen yen,me(fifi),lala,fafa),then we actually sitting when ivy and robbie,which they are still kids.......
at fist,they really quiet but after we start talking to them..they really playful and also not to mention cute..hehe!

when the tyme comes to go to telipok..the weather change into rainy..hehe!but we still going...and we four
wondering if kak momo can do the rebonding in that day also if she wants or can...,then we ask kak momo..how much she charge 4 rebon,wat tyme,when she cn or wants..........and many more..
kak momo reply and says that she can do anytyme,so we really excited except yenyen coz..she already rebon butshe alson excited when she hears about the treatment..hehe3x
we want to do it on tat day but at night....and kak momo says yes!

we got home from telipok and promise to meet them at 6.30 butwe got thereat 7.30 like tat coz...when we got home..the 4 of us have to bath with a blackout mood!
but we made it at last...we arrive but at their place also blackout....we wait until been called....1st person to go rebon is lala,then me,last is fafa,lwhile yen yen do treatment........twink!
weall almost asleep but lala,yen yen,and fafa stay awake but me haha....i asleep for a moment the i wake up the sleep wake up...anyway.....we made it and our aunt comment tat my hair and lala hair is thick.........and poor fafa have to wait until 11.00 pm to get her hair wash.............hehe3x..
anyway...we made but we are so tired!it's already 12.30 pm....ohohoho!!!!!!
so late kn???!!

the next thing we know we have to sleep with our face onto the pillow or with no pillow or with the hair off the bed...we sleep in many ways to avoid from the hair being scrible......i dn't know tis day..maybe alil bit comfortable then last night...........hehe3x..........
(our hairstyle all is da same melentik a lil bit coz too thin 4 rebonding,aii.....we trim be4 rebon coz we didn't know tat kak momo can do last night,but i hope it(melentik) doesn't go any futher)

AT The MOst Great Buffet!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-28T01:50:00.000-07:00

i and my cousins went to the buffet....the buffet is located in the sutera harbour...
but it's in the Marina Cafe...........we all begin to excited when we get off the car and walk in the marina cafe coz' of the food!!!at 1st.we didn't notice there's a stairs beside us,when we notice there's a swimming pool and lots of them...one of them is 0.6 m deep which we can play a basketball too....and the other is 1.6m,the other again is 1.2 m,and the last one is .......um i forgot.....but it has slide and also same as 0.6m(cn play basketball..).........but unfortunatellywe didn't bring any cloths for swim activities...and we were there at 1st is for the buffet................BUT U KNOW WAT,WE STILL HOPING WE CAN JUST GO THERE ONES MORE,JUST ONES OR THOUSAND XS.....TO PLAY IN THE POOL!!!!!!!

OK..OK....so we finally find a place which is suitable!there's no many table block us..it's a very suitable places for us..............hehe3x........1st,we take the cake and fruits!..secondly,we take the sphageti,third,we take the the ABC...oh lala!!!!the ACB is so tasty...it's really sweet and delicous of course!oh...b4 we take the ABC ,we play near the pool...we were splashing the water each other,we were chasing each other!then,of of our cuz call us for the ABC.....hehe3x...we just so excited coz' we never seen a real pool b4!ok.....forth is the cakes again and tarts.he3x..so tasty yet yummylicous!

lastly,we take photos in the extra cool toilet it has locker ....many lorkers..........!!!!!!!!!!
we were planing to take photo at the pool after in the toilet but...guess wat.......we were too excited the toilet was extremely beautiful and has many lorker until we forget about the pool thing!he3x....when we go out and head to the pool,the pool were closed...we were really sad bout it but at least we captured our pix...in a really cosy toilet!!!!!!!!!!

in the end,we go home and we willl never forget bout it....!!!!!!!!!tehee!twink!

it's really great!

2008-09-20T02:43:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Good morning and day..afternoon,evening and night...!

ok...i don't have much to say right now but........

i remember something that makes me laugh....

there is this guy ..a guy who is my older nephew brother's frenz..

his ringtone is actually kinda unsuittable 4 him but he slowly take his hp(while we on the way in car sending him home,.me and my cuuzzziieeee!!!)and smile at his own mind!

and he look outside and he just act like it "well,u know me" the he open his phone with a really slow emotion and laugh lil bit(he sounds so ewww!!!!!!!!! coz he was trying to control his voice).........oh my gosh!

and i know ila...u will know this guy..just remember a duck which the colour is black!....ila..u will be laughing when u read tis and i'm not sure if other laugh too!but really if u guys or girls in our shoes ..u would be laughing out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hoildayx..in office and mall

2008-08-17T18:56:00.000-07:00

ok........today is the starting holiday,and i and my cousin can finally go out!
when the school times,we cannot go out.............so when at holiday ...we can go out....weheex!it's not like we're doing something bad but we just want to stroll around the mall and feel the mall's air..owh...malll.
owh.....malll......!

ok...as i say....today we're are...going to center point...and as the girls day out or maybe there is someone who is actually boy but he is like a girl........well not really girl the face i mean..i mean atitude...
but i don't mind at all cause he loves cats.....................................................haha!but i think it's cool a boy who likes
cats...!at least their have a sincere to animals.........and it makes the boys looks so innocent...(some of them!)

so....as i say we're going to the mall..............but be4 we're going to the malll...we actually have to wake up 6.00 in the morning to get ready because..we have no transport and we have to follow my cousin's parents to work...lol.........
we have to wait from 7.00 am-11.00 am till the mall open..................haha...such an great idea...aren't we smart?????!!!

be4 we heading to the office,we saw a stall which inside the building and we headed to the stall......and eat of course(besides wat can we do at the stall other than drink and eat)ok..welll...soafter we finish taking our breakfast at that stall,we have to face the office which is damn freezing enough for us!

as we enter,the wind of the aircont blow us......to the freezing death,....man....it's so cold even i'm freezing when writing this blog but my auntie seems so relax with the cold...it's like she are connect with the coldness...ok
ok...enough 4 me to say something stupid...connecting wind and watevar!

so.........as a conclusion.....WE HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6.00 AM AND STAY IN MY AUNT'S OFFICE WHICH IS COUSIN'S MOTHER UNTILL 11.00 AM UNTIL THE MALL IS OPEN.....OMG! AND WE ARE FREEZING!!!!
AND TIS IS THE CRAZIES IDEA WE HAVE SUCEDD WITH MY COUSIN!...HEHE

HI!....SAYONARA..AND SEE U GAIN.......ARIGATO FOR READING MY BLOG...!THANX!ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!

ARIGATO!SAYONARA!

drama japan (one litre of tears )

2008-08-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

HI.............IT'S SO LONG I DIDN'T WROTE ANYTHING ON MY BLOG...
LOL.....I TOTALLY FORGET BOUT THIS BLOG.............
1ST,I REMEMBER TO WRITE SOMETHING ON MY BLOG..BT THEN I FORGET WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING UNTIL NOW I WAS TRYING NOT TO FORGET BOUT MY BLOG AND I DID IT...!HURREY!
I'VE JUST SEEN A DRAMA WHICH IS TITTLE ONE LITRE OF TEARS....
THE DRAMA WAS REALLY GREAT AND OTHER THAN THAT,IT WAS
REALLY SAD.......
IT'S ABOUT A GIRL WHO IS JUST 15 YEARS OLD WHICH HAVE DISEASE
THAT IS SLOWLY TURN HER INTO A PERSON WHICH IS DISABLED,
AND SHE WOULDN'T ABLE TO SPEAK AS USUAL,WALK AS USUAL,WRITE AS USUAL OR WALK WITH FRENZ AS USUAL.........
I KNEW THAT THEDRAMA FROM M COUSIN WHICH ONE OF FRENZ CONTRIBUTE THE DRAMA TO HER AND AS U GUYS OR GIRLS JUST KNOW OR KNOWN,I LOVE JAPAN'S DRAMA........LOL..EXCEPT 4 THE YUCKY ICKY ONE OR ROMANCE(TOO ROMANTIC)
SO I ASKED HER WAT SHE IS WATCHING...BUT THE tv WAS LOUD AND I COULDN'T HEAR HER BECAUSE MY AUNTIE IS SPEAKING TOO SO I WAS LIKE CONFUSED "WAT"..."WAT".
I REPEATED THE WORD "WHAT" FOR ABOUT 5 X..LOL.....
AND SHE WAS LIKE"I SAID 1 LITER OF TEARS !"
so enough the sory of me and my cousin........haha
SO AS I SAY,THE DRAMA IS REALLY GREAT
THE DRAMA REALLY TEACH US HOW IMPORTANT THE TIME TO US,
HOW PRECIOUS OUR LIVE IS........................
EVEN DOW MAYBE U GUYS AND GIRLS CANNOT BELIEVE ME BUT
WHEN U WATCH THE DRAMA...U WOULD KNOW THE IMPORTANT OF OUR LIVE IS...OTHER THAN,NO MATTER HOW BIG IS OUR PROBLEM,WE NEED TO SETTLE IT WITH PATIENT AND TOLERANCE.
I RECOMMED THE ONE LOVE TO WATCH DRAMA,TRY TO WATCH THIS JAPAN'S DRAMA,OR THOSE WHO FEEL BORING WHEN U HAVE NOTHING TO DO..........

whopsie....and so hard to find

2008-07-11T21:15:00.000-07:00

HELO EVERYONE WHO READ MY BLOG...
HERE IS ANOTHER TROUBLE...
OK....
HERE'S ANOTHER TROUBLE...

AND I HOPE READ MY BLOG CAN HELP ME WITH THIS MATTER....

>>OK.......I ALREADY FIND MY LAYOUT ACTUALLY BUT JUST FOR A MOMENT ACTUALLY.........COZ I CAN'T FIND ANY OTHER LAYOUT THAT IS PRETTY AND COOL........SO I JUST TOOK THIS KIND OF LAYOUT..LOL....THAT IS SIMPLE AND NOT TOO BRIGHT...LOL.........

SO......HERE IS JUST A SHORT POST IS END HERE BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO TELL U ALL THAT I'M TRYING TO FIND A LAYOUT THAT IS DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS....BUT I STILL CAN'T FIND IT...

SO IF ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND A DIFFERENT LAYOUTS FROM OTHERS OR A LAYOUTS WHICH CATAGORIES LIKE LINKS AND THEN BLOG
..PLEASE TELL ME.................

I KNOW IF I ASKED LIKE THIS...IT WON'T BE A SUPRISED BUT I'LL TRY TO MAKE IT VERY OK AND HOPEFULLY U GUYSA ND GIRLS ENJOY READING MY JOURNAL OR AS U KNOW MY DAMN SCHOOL SUXX'S JOURNAL..LOL..

OK ....SEE UN GAIN GUYS AND GIRLS AND REMEMBER CHILL OUT WITH YA' FRIENDS AND ENJOY UR LIFE FOR NOW........................

DON'T FORGET TO READ MAGAZINE ABOUT BEAUTIES AND FASHION TIPS....
IT'S WORTH....IF U GUYS AND GIRLS KNOW WHERE TO FIND THE LAYOUT THAT I'M TALKING BOUT,COMMENT ME AT MY PROFILES OR MY JOURNAL..........OR FRIENDSTER(LINGTOMOYO_SAKURASHAORAN@EMAIL2ME.NET)

TATA.................................AND TILL U READ MY NEXT POST..ENJOY IT

My worstnight!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-06T06:19:00.000-07:00

MY WORST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!
OLA
ACTUALLY NOT REALLY MYWORST NIGHT...
ACTUALLY TOMORROW IS SCHOOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO IT'S A DAY WITH FULL SUXX **** THINGS.........
WHICH IS
>THE TEACHERS WITH UNFRIENDLY FACES
>THE RESIST WHICH MAKES ME SO ANGRY
>THE PRINCIPAL
>THE TOILETS
>THE SUMMER WHICH IS HOTTER THAN SUMMER
>THE BORING CLASS
>THE CANTEEN WHICH IS TOO SMALL FOR STUDENTS
AND MORE...FOR SCHOOLER KNOWS WAT OTHER THINGS ARE HATED!..
ARGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK SO TOMORROW ACTUALLY THE WORSER DAY...NOT TONIGHT BUT STILL IT IS COZ' AFTER U WAKE UP THEN U STOD FOR WHILE...AND SCHOOOOOLLLL WAITING FOR U AND EAT U...(LIKE THE MONSTER HOUSE)-NOT ACTUALLY BUT IT TAKE OUR ENERGY AWAY........UFFFFFGHHH!!!!!
=..=
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OK...SO I JZ WANT TO TELL SOMETHING FOR YA' ALL
BEFORE I OFF
FIRST IS,
SCHOOL ACTUALLY SHOULD BE THE FUN THING BUTTHEN IT'S NOT..
IT'S JUST FAIRY TALE FOR THE PEOPLE WHO THINKS SCHOOL IS THE BEST
PLACE EXCEPT FOR WAS TOO CLEVER.......
SECOND IS,
THE GOVERMENT IN MALAYSIA SHOULD MAKE A SCHOOL WHICH HAS STUDY ONLY BOUT' MAKE UP,FESYEN,HAIR,DANCE,SINGING AND MATH(IMPORTANT FOR WHO WANTS TO OPEN SHOP,AND THAT'S CALL BUSINESS.THATWAY IT MAKES THE STUDENT WHO ENTER IT NEVER WANT TO SKIP SCHOOOLLLL COZ' IF THEY MISSED SCHOOOLL,THEY MISS THE FUN.. IN SCHOOL OF FASHION AND ENTERTAIMENT...
I WANT THIS MATTER TAKEN BY THIS GOVERMENT....
PLEASE AT LEAST MAKE US BE FUN FOR OUR TEENAGE LIFE......................PLEASE GOVERMENT.DO SOMETHING BOUT THIS MATTER...
AND ALSO THE CLOTHES IS SO BORING AND DULL,PLEASE CHANGE TO SOMETHING MORE INTERSTING,SPROTY,AND ATTRACTIVE THAT MAKES US WANNA WEAR GAIN' AND AGAIN...

OK........XOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOOXOXOXOXO...OK
NOW I WANNA SAY BYE...........THAT
REMINDS ME OF MARIAH CAREY'S
SONG...LOL.......................................
OK THEN....BYE BYE...TILL WE SEE
NEXT WEEK.MY MUM CAME..
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOPINKPUNKXOXOXOXOXOXO

MY DamN SchooL Suxx'S JournaL!!!!!!!!

2008-07-05T06:25:00.001-07:00

Hi,my nickname is Eve.......hope u enjoy reading my blog even a lil'..Thanks!
ola every body........
>I'm New here!
>I hope who read my blog would add me....thanks for reading my blog..
>it's not really in order arrangement but i'll try to make it in oderly arrangement
next time!.....see u gain'
FiRsT DaY DoInG My BloG:********..............******** PiNkAPuNk.RoXy.XoXo.:
well...i want to create my blog but unfortunately
my internet were cuted becoz' of the home telephone in my house.I tried to ask my mum make if she could buy a telephone house so that the internet can be on,then i could create my blog...or checking for my school work and herself website too but she says ....i must be patient coz' her salary was not too many for us to buy things over and over or to buy just with one snap finger....(we were not poor like in iraq,i was so said when here or see bout the iraq,palestin...and so on, but we were also not rich so we're just like in the middle of rich and poor..lol..so i thinks i still greatful icould buy clothes-not every week of course,food,drinks than in iraq) well.enough bout it..
so as i said....my internet were cuted now for a moment but thanks to my cuzzie......when i go to her house every weekends,she help to find a website
which not cost anything......and here is it............my blogger.........
MY BEGINNER BLOGGER.....THANKS TO MY CUZ PINKILLA & KIMI( NAME IN FRIENDSTER.COM)

XOXOXOXO..........wait for my next issue..........XOXOXOXO
XOXOXOXO........i jst can wrote until here...my cuz waiting beside me already...she the who suppost to play but i asked for just few minutes to do the blog's intro or begin..........lol.....arhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!nnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooo!!!!!!!!!she coming to get me!!!!!!!!run and scream loud.............scream at the top of ur voices!!!!.......XOXOXOXO